Saw Fantasy
I wake up groggy, the tranquilizer slowly wearing off. I don't know where I am - it's dimly lit, and it smells like oil and old car parts. What the hell happened? I'm tied down somehow, I can barely move, but my arms seem to be free. I start trying to figure out what's going on, feeling around, and a big TV pops on in front of me.
The scary masked guy says that I shouldn't move, to stay right where I am. For some reason, I listen - I freeze and stare at the screen. He wears a freaky rubber mask, and his voice is deep with rough edges. He starts talking to me.
"Cathy, you have a choice to make right now, literally a life or death decision. Look at the clock below the screen. It is counting down from twenty minutes. At the end of that countdown, an explosive charge directly below you will detonate, and destroy everything in this room. There is a large metal door behind you, twenty feet away. One minute before the explosion, it will start to close. Nothing can stop it from closing once it starts, and nothing can open it again. to survive, you will have to make it through that door."
I begin to panic. What the fuck was going on?
"As you can see, you are locked to this platform. There is a key that can release you, attached to a chain that is within your reach. However, if you reach out to take it, a weight will be released from the ceiling above you, aimed directly at your back. It will sever your spine completely. It will paralyze you. You will then be able to unlock yourself and get through the door - though I warn you, that twenty feet will take you longer than you expect with a broken back."
I'm breathing heavy. This has to be some sick joke.
"By my calculations you have a little over eighteen minutes left. So you need to choose. You can live, spending the rest of your life in a wheelchair, or you can be killed when that clock reaches zero. I leave the decision to you."
I looked at the clock. It ticked to eighteen minutes as the sicko in the mask finished. The screen went black. I looked around, panicked. The room was some kind of storage room or workshop, though it looked unused. I spotted the brass key on the chain as promised, and slowly went to reach for it. As I expected, there is a metal wire connected to my wrists that pulls tight as I get about six inches from the key. The cable must lead to the trigger for the weight dangling precariously above me. I pull my hands back and think. I'm dripping with sweat.
Seventeen minutes. The red digital numbers count down with frightening speed. I scream, scream like I have never screamed before. I keep screaming and screaming until my throat is completely hoarse and I'm not making any sound. Nobody is coming.
Fifteen minutes. It has to be bullshit. This kind of thing doesn't happen, it must be some kind of sick prank, like a twisted reality TV show. But was it? I tried to think about what the hell happened, how I got here. I remembered the concert - it was a concert, right? Loud band, smoky... I had drinks. No, a drink. Someone gave me a drink. A beer? what happened then? I couldn't remember, all the memories jumbled in my head. Drugged? Was I drugged? Oh shit, was this fucking real??
Thirteen minutes. I have thirteen minutes to live. I can't stop the tears from coming, my vision is blurred by stinging tears mixed with sweat. I can't even brush the hairs out of my face.
Twelve minutes. I try reaching slowly for the key. Carefully reaching, trying to push the tied cable back on my arms. It's tight, I can't move it much. The cable tightens, I move another quarter inch. I hear a creak from above me, a metallic clicking noise. I freeze. My fingers are five inches from the key. Five fucking inches between life and death.
Eleven minutes. I don't have to die. If the wacko was telling the truth, I can just reach out and grab the key. And break my back. And live my life in a wheelchair. No more dance. No more cycling. No more sex. Assuming I could unlock myself and get through the door in time. Assuming the trauma of breaking my back didn't knock me unconscious. Assuming the masked wackjob was telling the truth and grabbing the key released me and didn't trigger the bomb early.
9:59 9:58 9:57
Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck. I reach out my hands for the key and I hear it, I hear the metal 'click' and I think I can even hear the whir of the weight falling, falling through the air towards me. I grasp the key in both hands and close my eyes.
The impact hurts, hurts like I can't believe, but the worst part is where I don't hurt. My body just ends at my stomach. My upper back and breasts hurt, hurt like red fire, but that fire ends in a sinister line of 'nothing' I'm breathing heavy, breathing fast. Trying to move. The clock is still counting down.
9:00 I find the lock and fumble with the key, almost dropping it through my sweat-slicked fingers. It takes me three tries, but I get the key in and I hear the 'click' of my bonds opening. I shrug my shoulders and chains drop to the floor with a shrill clatter. I try pushing myself off the bench I've been chained to and I fall to the floor, my balance gone. I hit with a hard thud and feel my shoulder pop horribly, a new sharp pain shooting through me. I begin to try to crawl, and it's like the wacko said, it's hard, really hard, to drag my broken back and dead, limp, numb legs behind me across the floor.
7:00 FUCK! I'm screaming and trying to drag myself. I see the door now, it looks so fucking far away. I pull myself, fingers clawing into the concrete floor until they bleed. I move inch by inch. I can't see the clock any more. I'm driven by pure fear and rage and adrenaline, and I keep crawling.
I'm swearing, I'm panting, my shoulder is killing me, and I've only covered half the distance. How long has it been. I keep pulling. Keep crawling.
It's such an odd sensation, when I stop to think about it. My lower half is dead weight - I feel nothing at all, like I just end at my stomach. I don't look back, for fear of seeing me really like that, seeing my body end at my ribcage, my entrails and viscera dragging behind me in a crimson red trail.
I'm six or seven feet now. I can see beyond the door. How much longer?
I hear a new sound, a hum, and that huge door begins to close. It's slow, it will likely take the full minute to close completely, but I'm not through it yet. Not even close. I shriek and scream and I pull myself, pull my numb crippled body towards that giant door. There's a caterpillar screw at the top, slowly spinning. Caterpillar screw - I remember that name because I saw it in school once and thought it was funny.
School. I'll have to use a wheelchair at school. Fuck fuck fuck.
The door is more than half closed when I reach it, exhausted. I grab onto the edge to try and stop it, but it doesn't budge. It keeps closing with that slow, ponderous movement. I keep pulling myself through it, I'm exhausted, I'm in terrible pain. My hands are bloody from crawling across the rough cement. I've only got seconds to get through the door.
I don't make it. There isn't any pain, thankfully. I can't get through the door all the way, and the psycho in the mask was right - there was no way to stop it. I made it through to my knees when the door finally pinned me, prevented me from moving any more. So I watch. Watch the giant steel door slowly compress my legs, my knees, and then simply amputate them. I'm completely detached from the process, as I can't feel a thing, and suddenly I'm able to pull myself away from the door, my mangled stumps pulling away with a sick sound that makes me want to vomit.
Instead of that, I black out, just as I hear the loud concussive blast that likely liquefied everything in the room. Including my legs.
I wake up to blinding white light. I remember everything, every moment of the ordeal. I know I'm dead. I look around and see an angel, hovering beside me. no, not angel. A nurse. I'm not dead. fuck.
The doctor is dripping with faux compassion as he details my 'condition'. My back was completely severed along two thoracic vertebrae. I was completely paralyzed from my stomach down, zero chance of recovery thanks to all the moving I did to crawl out of the room. Sick bastard knew that. Legs amputated mid-thigh. I could see the bulky round bandaged 'things', the remainders of my long, healthy legs, under the light hospital sheets. And again - at least it didn't hurt. I assume that anyone else losing their legs in a steel door would probably be in a considerable amount of pain.
Police are there, of course, asking a million questions. My mom, freaking out, crying. I'm detached from it all. Like it's all happening to someone else. Like I didn't sneak out of the house to see a concert. Like I'll wake up and play soccer again and dance again and...
I'm sitting alone now, in a hospital waiting area, looking out the big windows. Sitting in a wheelchair. Not MY wheelchair - they said that would come in a week or so. I cant' feel anything below my belly button, and I have a wide Velcro belt around my waist, holding me in the wheelchair.
I look out the window, and all I can see is him. That freaky rubber mask. That hoarse voice. And for some reason, something deep in my brain glows red, and I smile...
Friday, May 22, 2009
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Blogging about a personal problem
so, I have this dilemma. Heather and I have a pretty close friend, let's call her 'Michelle'. I've always liked Michelle as a person, We've been friends with her for a couple years, she's one of our closer 'circle of friends' - someone we hang out with at least once or twice a month, usually more, we send her a card on her birthday, etc...
I've never been particularly attracted to Michelle physically, he's a bit more butch than I like, and she's kind of plain looking. I've never fantasized about her, let's put it that way.
On Monday, Michelle broke her leg pretty bad in a horseback riding accident. We went to see her this morning, as she's out of the hospital. She's in good spirits, not in too much pain, and she's in a full,long-leg pink fiberglass cast. Aluminum crutches, the whole thing. Now, suddenly, in my pure devotee/medical fetish brain, she's SO HOT and I find myself staring at her casted leg, her wiggling toes. Fantasizing pretty heavily about her, about making out with her, running my hands up and down her cast, playing with her toes, even making love to her and feeling that rigid, rough fiberglass against my cheek as I eat her...
Of course I'm in a very solid, very awesome long term relationship, and I don't like these feelings. I play online a bit, fantasy play with chat partners, but that's all fantasy, I'm never going to 'hook up' with anyone I chat with online. Michelle lives ten minutes from me, is gay, and we've known each other and partied together for years. I think I've even kissed her, though the details of that particular party are a little fuzzy...
So what the hell do I do? I don't want to upset Heather or make her jealous, but I can't get that pink long leg cast out of my head. I've got to try my best not to think about it or start texting her like some crazy stalker...
I've never been particularly attracted to Michelle physically, he's a bit more butch than I like, and she's kind of plain looking. I've never fantasized about her, let's put it that way.
On Monday, Michelle broke her leg pretty bad in a horseback riding accident. We went to see her this morning, as she's out of the hospital. She's in good spirits, not in too much pain, and she's in a full,long-leg pink fiberglass cast. Aluminum crutches, the whole thing. Now, suddenly, in my pure devotee/medical fetish brain, she's SO HOT and I find myself staring at her casted leg, her wiggling toes. Fantasizing pretty heavily about her, about making out with her, running my hands up and down her cast, playing with her toes, even making love to her and feeling that rigid, rough fiberglass against my cheek as I eat her...
Of course I'm in a very solid, very awesome long term relationship, and I don't like these feelings. I play online a bit, fantasy play with chat partners, but that's all fantasy, I'm never going to 'hook up' with anyone I chat with online. Michelle lives ten minutes from me, is gay, and we've known each other and partied together for years. I think I've even kissed her, though the details of that particular party are a little fuzzy...
So what the hell do I do? I don't want to upset Heather or make her jealous, but I can't get that pink long leg cast out of my head. I've got to try my best not to think about it or start texting her like some crazy stalker...
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Story - The Chair Part 3 - Unexpected Results
The Chair 3: Unexpected Results By ParaGirl
Brian was amazed when he saw the full legbraces perched in
a corner at the yard sale. He picked them up and looked them
over. They looked about Susan's size, he thought to himself.
Hmm, no price listed. He brought them up to the old woman who
seemed to running the place to ask how much they were, but she
seemed very agitated.
"They are not for you, young man." She said to him
strangely.
"But they're here, they looked like they were for sale, and
I want them, so here's a hundred bucks." He dropped the bills
on the table and walked off with the braces. He heard the woman
muttering under her breath, something about a mistake, but he
didn't care. He was excited just to think about Susan wearing
the new braces.
The were pretty nice, really, all metal with velcro closures
and pretty little black shoes with straps across the tops. He
hoped Susan would go for them, she enjoyed playing in his little
handicapped girl fantasies once in a while, and these would be
perfect for a marathon weekend game, he just had to pick the
right time, the perfect circumstances, everything had to be just
right.
In the following weeks, Brian bought a pair of new forearm
crutches to go with the braces, cleaned up the braces so they
were like new, even rented a wheelchair with a crutch-holder
mounted on the back. He finally picked the perfect weekend,
asked Susan if she was in for a great weekend of fun and games,
which she eagerly said yes to, and rented the room, a huge suite
in a very nice hotel, hot tub, big TV with cable, giant
california king sized bed, and even a wet bar. It cost a
fortune for the weekend, but Brian didn't have any problem with
cash, and he hoped that Susan would not only be impressed, but
really get into the act this time and go all the way in her
pretending.
Brian didn't really have anything for actually handicapped
girls. He had dated a girl in a wheelchair in high school,
Marie. She had cerebral palsy, couldn't walk at all, her feet
and legs palsied, her hands a bit palsied as well. She was
nice, and alot of fun, but he hadn't liked the extra baggage her
handicap had burdened the relationship with and they had broken
up, but he kept thinking about her, how interesting and exotic
she had been to him because of her handicap. He used to love
helping her in and out of her wheelchair, help her do things she
couldn't, but it had eventually been too much for him. In
college he still had his fascination when he met Gwen, a
beautiful Co-ed who he was genuinely fond of. A short time into
their relationship, Brian confessed his fascinations to her, and
amazingly she was into it. It was college, a wild time for wild
kids, and Gwen started pretending to be wheelchair bound all the
time for him, givin him head from her wheelchair, letting him
help her in and out of it, into the car, all sorts of things,
until the day he came home to find her gone. She had left a
short not, how fun it had been, how kind he was, but she had
some things to thik over, and wouldn't be seeing him again. It
was no big deal to him, there had been others, would be many
more, but it taught him something important: His fantasy wasn't
handicapped women, it was able-bodied women pretending to be
handicapped. It was everything he loved about handicapped
women with none of the drawbacks, and he was determined to find
other women who were interested.
After graduation he had met stacy, who liked to pretend she
was blind, and Anna, who liked to wrap her arms against her
sides and eat with her feet, lori, who used crutches everywhere
she went, all were fun new experiences, but all grew stale after
a few months. Then he had met Susan. Susan was bright, pretty,
with beautiful red hair and a never-quit smile. Once he had
told her the truth about his little kink, she was interested,
but not overboard, and she was into a wide variety of handicaps,
even thinking up games and scenarios all her own. There was the
time she had gotten a friend to help her, and he came home to
find her with arms and legs folded and wrapped up, and then a
sleek body-stocking over them, so she looked like a quadruple
amputee.
The Handicapped game wasn't an obsession in their
relationship, but it was usually mutually fun and exciting
sexually, which was why Susan and Brian had not only lasted but
even now had a strong, loving relationship. Unfortunately, the
games had been geeting a little stale lately, nothing new, no
new fun. The same old thing was still fun, but it had lost
something, which was why the legbraces had come at such a
perfect time.
Brian left the legbraces and crutches arranged on the bed,
left the wheelchair parked nearby, and left a dozen roses and a
chilled bottle of Dom Peringon on the table. As a last measure,
he uplugged the phone from the wall and stuck it in a drawer.
No disturbancees this weekend for them! He left and locked the
door behind him, thinking that Susan would be there in an hour,
not knowing what to expect, but knowing what to do once she got
there and saw what he had brought her. He would arrive shorly
after her, to whatever fun awaited him over the weekend.
Susan got to the room. She was excited for the change, the
new scenery, because latley her relationship with Brian had
gotten a little dull, it had lost some of the spark she had
loved so much. She was sure that whatever Brian had in store
would put that spark and excitement back with a vengence.
The first thing she noticed was the roses, a beautiful
boquet on the table by a bottle of what she knew was Dom. Then
she saw the wheelchair by the bed. Ahh, she though, wheelchair
games it is. She was just noticing that it wasn't the usual
sport model chair Brian picked up when she was to play
paralyzed, but a rather clunky looking hospital model. At the
same moment, she looked on the bed and was amazed at what she
saw. She didn't know how Brian had done it, but
there was a pair of full leg legbraces on the bed, along with a
pair of crutches. This WAS going to be fun, Brian was always so
clever. She put her bag on the floor and pulled out an outfit
she thought would be perfect for when Brian got there. She went
to start putting on the braces, then stopped. She knew Brian
would want to be here for this, so she got dressed and waited
for him to show up.
When Brian walked into the room, the first thing he saw was
legs, legs clad in honey-brown nylons, with no shoes on, the
feet turned in and sitting in the footrests of a wheelchair.
Susan wheeled up to him, her red hair behind her in a loose pony
tail, wearing a short blue denim mini-dress with thin shoulder
straps. She was, as usual, stunning, but he was a little
confused.
"I was hoping for a standing hug when I got here." he said.
"You didn't expect me to put my braces on by myself, did
you? How am I supposed to do that if my legs don't work? I was
waiting for you to help me you silly. Here, help me onto the bed
so I can get these on and stand to give you your hug."
Brian cradled the wheelchair bound Susan in his arms and
lifted her onto the bed. He felt the muscles in her legs
tensing and flexing as he put her on the bed and positioned
them. She like to play crippled, but she usually wasn't very
good at it, but he gave her credit, she was eager and
imaginative.
Susan sat on the bed and watched Brian lift her leg into
one of the braces. He put her foot into the small black shoe,
laying her leg into the brace. He tightened the straps around
her thigh and her knee, tightening the strap on the shoe, and
locking the knee. It was amazing, her leg was totally fixed,
she could barely wiggle it. She watched Brian put her other leg
into it's brace and lock it in.
"How are they?" He asked.
Susan wiggled her feet just a little. "The shoes are kind
of tight, actually hon."
"Well, I was a little afraid of that Sue, but give them a
shot for now, if they get really uncomfortable, we'll ditch the
braces, OK?"
"Allright, but I think they'll be OK, they're already
starting to feel better."
"Good, now give these a try." he said as he handed her the
aluminum forearm crutches.
"Help me up." Susan said to him. He helped her slide her
braced legs over the edge of the bed and onto the floor. She
stood up for the first time on the braces and almost fell.
"Ooh, hard to balance on these." Sue said, steading
herself on the edge of the bed. She took the crutches and put
her weight on them. She took a tentative step, then another,
her legs strapped into the braces, immobile, and she realized
they felt odd, different. She shrugged it off to the braces and
took another step, then another. It was difficult, more
difficult than she had thought it would be, it was as if while
in the braces her legs weren't her own. She began to walk
slowly with a swing-through motion, putting her crutches in
front of her, supporting herself on them, and swinging her legs
through. She turned and saw Brian staring at her, obviously
excited at her newfound handicap. She crutched back over to him
and stopped in front of him. She supported herself on her
braced legs, using one crutch for balance, and with the other
hand grabbed his crotch, feeling his hardness there. She rubbed
him up and down a couple of times, teasing him.
"Ooh, somebody likes me as his little crippled girlfriend."
she said, smiling. He stared at her, red hair, that denim
mini-dress, standing there on crutches, and he could see her
legs, covered buy those honey-colored nylons, encased in the
braces. In the braces they actually looked different, a little
thinner, kind of strange. He didn't think about it long,
because she was crutching over to the table to get the Dom.
"I thought that might wait Sue." He said. "I wanted to
try something from the first time I saw those braces."
"And what is that?" Sue asked coyly.
"I'll show you" he relied, and lifted her up, cradling her
as he had earlier from the wheelchair, but now her legs stuck
out straight. He set her down by the wall, so she was standing,
braced legs apart, rear end pressed againdt the wall. She
dropped her crutches as he rubbed between her legs, feeling the
satin panties. He kissed and sucked at her neck as he rubbed
her, then lifted the minidress up over her head. She wore no
bra, and her nipples were erect and ready. He threw the dress
aside and looked over her. She was beautiful, firm, and her
legs so sexy encased in those braces. He kissed her breasts,
licking down her stomach, but when he got to her panties, he
came upon a problem. With her legs braced and spread as they
were, he couldn't pull them down. He slid them aside and kissed
her there, feeling her legs quiver in the braces. She gripped
his hair in both hands and moaned as he licked her gently. He
rubbed her some more and continued pleasuring her orally until
she came, and she slid down the wall, her legs spreading more
because she couldn't really do anything else with them. She sat
there for a couple of minutes, then looked up at Brian.
"Help me up hon, I can't get up at all."
Brian helped her up to her feet, steading her and getting
her crutches. She crutched over to her wheelchair.
"Help me into this thing, please Brian, I want to get off
my feet."
"OK, here." Brian replied, moving the legrests out of the
way, easing her into the seat, her legs still locked out in
front of her. He lifted her legs, moving the legrests back, and
unlocked the knee locks on the braces. He eased Susans' legs
into the footrests and then put her crutches into the back of
the wheelchair in the crutch holders. Sue wheeled around a
little, and Brian watched her, her legs so fragile looking now
in the braces. She wheeled up in front of him and undid his
belt. She knew this was one of his strongets fantasies, was to
get oral sex from a woman in a wheelchair, and as she began to
stroke him, sliding his pants down, he ran his fingers through
her hair. He moaned deeply as she took his cock into her mouth
and began to suck him off. She looked up into his eyes, knowing
he liked to watch as she sucked him, looking at her in the
wheelchair. She continued to suck him, caress his balls from
her wheelchair until she felt him tense up, and he came warm and
wet into her mouth. She swallowed it all and he collapsed onto
the bed.
"You know, sometimes I think you are so lucky to be in the
wheelchair, Sue, because after a good one I can hardly stand."
"I know what you mean." Susan replied, "Speaking of
standing, I need to use the ladies room, I might as well get up
to go." She pulled the crutches from their holder and lifted a
leg, moving the legrest out of the way. She moved the other
legrest out of the way, then stopped.
"What's wrong Sue?"
"My legs, they feel really odd."
"What do you mean odd?"
"I can't straighten them out, it's like I can't move them."
"It's just the braces Sue, I'm sure."
"I don't think so Brian, They don't feel right either."
Susan was feeling worried now, not sure waht was going on.
"Help me get them off, please hon."
"OK, Here, let me help you to the bed."
Brian lifted her again and laid her on the bed. Susan
watched as he unstrapped her legs from the braces. As he pulled
them from her legs, they both gasped.
They weren't her legs. The looked thin, the muscles were
soft and flaccid, her feet were awful, bent and palsied, toes
curled up. She was still wearing the honey-colored nylons,
which made the discovery even more scary.
"What the hell is wrong with my legs, Brian?!" Susan asked
frantically.
"I don't know, I have no idea. They look like-"
"Look like what Brian?"
"Cerebral Palsy, one of my former girlfrineds had it, and
her legs looked just like that."
"But I don't have Cerebral Palsy, Brian!"
"You do now, although I have no idea how Sue."
"So what do we do, call 911? Go to a doctor?"
"We should try and figure out what happened, I think. I
mean, an hour ago your legs were fine, so what could have
happened?"
"Help me into the wheelchair again, Brian, I still have to
go to the bathroom."
"OK, here you go." He lifted her, and her legs just
dangled there, her feet flopping limply.
"My god, Brian, look at my legs! They're totally dead!"
"Can you feel them at all?"
"I can feel tham OK, but I can't really move them. Wait, I
can wiggle my toes a little."
Brian watched Sue's toes wiggle a little in her nylons. He
sat her in the wheelchair and placed her feet in the footrests.
He pushed her into the bathroom.
"Do you want help? Do you think you can do it on your own?"
"I don't know, you'd better help, actually, I don't hink I
can deal with this right now."
Brian first slid her underwear off while she was still in
the wheelchair, then lifetd her and eased her onto the toilet.
He left her alone as she did what she needed to do, and came
back when she called to him. He lifted her back into her
wheelchair and pushed her back into the bedroom.
"Can you put the braces back on me Brian? I hate bieng
confined to this wheelchair, I'd like to walk around, even if it
is on crutches."
Brian sat her back on the bed and put the braces back onto
her legs. He helped her onto her feet and handed her the
crutches.
"Hand me my dress please Brian, I feel cold all of a
sudden, OK."
Brian handed her the dress and held her up as she put the
minidress back on. She crutched back and forth in the room,
like pacing.
"What am I going to do, Brian?? I'm handicapped, my legs
are crippled, how did that happen?? Am I going to stay this
way?? Am I suddenly crippled for life??"
"I wish I knew, hon, I wish I knew. I think we should call
a doctor and tell him everything that happened, maybe ther's an
explanation for all of this."
"I think you're right, can you take me to the hospital?"
"Yes, but how are we going to get you there?"
"The car, of course, what else?"
"No, I mean, if I take you to a hospital wearing legbraces,
and tell the doctor you're legs don't work any more, what is he
going to think?"
"I don't care, I want to wear them, I need to wear them, I
feel totally crippled without them, looking at those crippled
legs sitting in that wheelchair, no, I'm going in the legbraces."
"OK, We'll go now, just let me get dressed and we'll leave."
"OK, I'll sit here on the bed while you get ready." Susan
lowered herself slowly onto the edge of the bed, then used her
arms to pull herself up onto it. She watched her legs stick
straight out over the edge of the bed, and at a whim clicked the
knee locks open and watched her lower legs drop limply down.
She felt ready to cry. Brian came back in dressed and sat on
the bed to put his shoes back on.
"Ready to go Susan?"
"I guess so, help me to my feet."
"You sure you don't want the wheelchair?"
"I'm sure, just help me to my feet, OK?"
Brian lifted Susans' braced legs and locked them out
straight, then helped her forward and put her feet to the floor.
He steadied her as she stood, handing her the crutches. He
follwed her out of the hotel and out to the car.
"I guess I'll drive" brian said jokingly, but the tension
in his voice betrayed his true feelings.
"Help me into the car Brain, and quit with the jokes, OK."
Brian opened the car door and held Susan under her arms,
lowering her down into the seat. He then unlocked her knee
locks and lifted her legs into the car. It was difficult, he
didn't know if she'd ever get the hang of it if her condition
was indeed permanant.
The drive to the hospital was in silence. Susan couldn't
bring herself to speak, and Brian didn't know what to say. They
both kept throwing furative glances down at Susan's legs, the
braces. Brian even saw Susan glance into the back seat at her
crutches. What could he do? He kept thinking back to Marie,
her crippled feet and palsied hands, having to help her in and
out of her wheelchair, having to do so much for her. Would
Susan end up like that? He hoped not, because he had a feeling
that what didn't work with Marie wouldn't work with Susan,
either. He would give it his best shot, but what could he do?
"I've really never seen anything like it, to be honest."
Doctor Randall said. He was looking at the X-rays and test
results for Susans' legs. "All these results indicate a form of
Palsy, afflicting the lower body exclusively. The strangest
part about it, if what you both say is true, is that the
muscular and skeletal damage seems to be the result of years in
this condition, maybe a lifetime."
"So what can you do?"
"Nothing, I'm afraid, Susan. With the amount of muscular
damage, you will almost certainly never stand again, at least
not without extensive braces, and I don't want to alarm you, but
if the muscular degeneration continues, even the braces won't
help, you'll be confined to a wheelchair."
"A wheelchair! I can't, I won't accept that, doctor. At
five this afternoon I was perfectly fine, my legs were as strong
and healthy as yours, and now you're telling me I'll be confined
to a wheelchair or full leg braces for the rest of my life? I
can't accept that at all."
"I don't know what else to tell you. We have an excellent
physical therapy department here, and can teach you how to liva
a mostly normal and productive life with your disability, but
more than that I can't promise. I'd like you to stay here
overnight, and run a few more tests on your legs in the morning.
The nurse will help you to your room.
A nurse came in with a wheelchair, and Brian lifted Susan
from the examination table into it. He arranged her legs for
her, but he was pretty sure he had made his decision on what to
do. As he helped Susan into her hospital bed, watching one of
her palsied feet dangle so limply, he thought about how many
times he had done this for Marie, and knew his decision was the
right one, at least for him. As Susan fell asleep in the
hospital, Brian left. He had no plans to return.
"Oh my God!!" was the first thing the nurse heard that
morning from the patient rooms. She rushed in to see the new
patient, Susan, jumping up and down with glee, even doing
jumping jacks. She had no idea why until she remembered what
this woman was in for. Last night she was wheelchair bound, her
legs afflicted with some kind of palsy, but now she seemed to be
fine, not only fine but better than she had ever been. She
rushed to get the doctor, who later confirmed by X-ray that
somehow Susan's legs had regenerated overnight. It could only
be called a miracle, and it seemed to be a morning for miracles.
Less than an hour later, a young patient of his, a nine year
old girl who had been paralyzed since birth, walked in with her
mother in tears behind her. He couldn't understand or explain
it, and he was pretty sure he didn't really want to.
2 Months Later
Brian was sitting with an attractive brunette in a dark
bar, drinking and talking animatedly.
"You know, I've been attracted to handicapped people since
high school, I guess."
"Really, that's very interesting. Not many people would
admit that, it's kind of wierd, don't you think.?"
"To most people, yes, I guess it is, but I didn't think
you'd mind, if you know what I mean."
"You mean my wheelchair, of course. To tell the truth, I'm
still new to it, and I'm not really sure how I feel about it
all."
"Well, we could go over to my place and talk about how you
feel about it, couldn't we?"
"Actually, I think I'd like that."
"Well then, follow me, Brian, we can take my car. I'll
help you into it, if you need it."
"I'll try to manage, Lucy, but thanks." Brain wheeled
himself out from behind the table and followed the woman out
into the parking lot. As he was leaving the bar, he saw someone
familiar across the street, an old woman, who looked kind of
like a street person, was staring at him. He tried to remember
where he'd seen her, but he was falling behind lucy. He still
wasn't very fast in this damned wheelchair. He caught himself
wondering how Susan was doing, but he let that pass. He was
sure she had her own problems to deal with now.
The End
Brian was amazed when he saw the full legbraces perched in
a corner at the yard sale. He picked them up and looked them
over. They looked about Susan's size, he thought to himself.
Hmm, no price listed. He brought them up to the old woman who
seemed to running the place to ask how much they were, but she
seemed very agitated.
"They are not for you, young man." She said to him
strangely.
"But they're here, they looked like they were for sale, and
I want them, so here's a hundred bucks." He dropped the bills
on the table and walked off with the braces. He heard the woman
muttering under her breath, something about a mistake, but he
didn't care. He was excited just to think about Susan wearing
the new braces.
The were pretty nice, really, all metal with velcro closures
and pretty little black shoes with straps across the tops. He
hoped Susan would go for them, she enjoyed playing in his little
handicapped girl fantasies once in a while, and these would be
perfect for a marathon weekend game, he just had to pick the
right time, the perfect circumstances, everything had to be just
right.
In the following weeks, Brian bought a pair of new forearm
crutches to go with the braces, cleaned up the braces so they
were like new, even rented a wheelchair with a crutch-holder
mounted on the back. He finally picked the perfect weekend,
asked Susan if she was in for a great weekend of fun and games,
which she eagerly said yes to, and rented the room, a huge suite
in a very nice hotel, hot tub, big TV with cable, giant
california king sized bed, and even a wet bar. It cost a
fortune for the weekend, but Brian didn't have any problem with
cash, and he hoped that Susan would not only be impressed, but
really get into the act this time and go all the way in her
pretending.
Brian didn't really have anything for actually handicapped
girls. He had dated a girl in a wheelchair in high school,
Marie. She had cerebral palsy, couldn't walk at all, her feet
and legs palsied, her hands a bit palsied as well. She was
nice, and alot of fun, but he hadn't liked the extra baggage her
handicap had burdened the relationship with and they had broken
up, but he kept thinking about her, how interesting and exotic
she had been to him because of her handicap. He used to love
helping her in and out of her wheelchair, help her do things she
couldn't, but it had eventually been too much for him. In
college he still had his fascination when he met Gwen, a
beautiful Co-ed who he was genuinely fond of. A short time into
their relationship, Brian confessed his fascinations to her, and
amazingly she was into it. It was college, a wild time for wild
kids, and Gwen started pretending to be wheelchair bound all the
time for him, givin him head from her wheelchair, letting him
help her in and out of it, into the car, all sorts of things,
until the day he came home to find her gone. She had left a
short not, how fun it had been, how kind he was, but she had
some things to thik over, and wouldn't be seeing him again. It
was no big deal to him, there had been others, would be many
more, but it taught him something important: His fantasy wasn't
handicapped women, it was able-bodied women pretending to be
handicapped. It was everything he loved about handicapped
women with none of the drawbacks, and he was determined to find
other women who were interested.
After graduation he had met stacy, who liked to pretend she
was blind, and Anna, who liked to wrap her arms against her
sides and eat with her feet, lori, who used crutches everywhere
she went, all were fun new experiences, but all grew stale after
a few months. Then he had met Susan. Susan was bright, pretty,
with beautiful red hair and a never-quit smile. Once he had
told her the truth about his little kink, she was interested,
but not overboard, and she was into a wide variety of handicaps,
even thinking up games and scenarios all her own. There was the
time she had gotten a friend to help her, and he came home to
find her with arms and legs folded and wrapped up, and then a
sleek body-stocking over them, so she looked like a quadruple
amputee.
The Handicapped game wasn't an obsession in their
relationship, but it was usually mutually fun and exciting
sexually, which was why Susan and Brian had not only lasted but
even now had a strong, loving relationship. Unfortunately, the
games had been geeting a little stale lately, nothing new, no
new fun. The same old thing was still fun, but it had lost
something, which was why the legbraces had come at such a
perfect time.
Brian left the legbraces and crutches arranged on the bed,
left the wheelchair parked nearby, and left a dozen roses and a
chilled bottle of Dom Peringon on the table. As a last measure,
he uplugged the phone from the wall and stuck it in a drawer.
No disturbancees this weekend for them! He left and locked the
door behind him, thinking that Susan would be there in an hour,
not knowing what to expect, but knowing what to do once she got
there and saw what he had brought her. He would arrive shorly
after her, to whatever fun awaited him over the weekend.
Susan got to the room. She was excited for the change, the
new scenery, because latley her relationship with Brian had
gotten a little dull, it had lost some of the spark she had
loved so much. She was sure that whatever Brian had in store
would put that spark and excitement back with a vengence.
The first thing she noticed was the roses, a beautiful
boquet on the table by a bottle of what she knew was Dom. Then
she saw the wheelchair by the bed. Ahh, she though, wheelchair
games it is. She was just noticing that it wasn't the usual
sport model chair Brian picked up when she was to play
paralyzed, but a rather clunky looking hospital model. At the
same moment, she looked on the bed and was amazed at what she
saw. She didn't know how Brian had done it, but
there was a pair of full leg legbraces on the bed, along with a
pair of crutches. This WAS going to be fun, Brian was always so
clever. She put her bag on the floor and pulled out an outfit
she thought would be perfect for when Brian got there. She went
to start putting on the braces, then stopped. She knew Brian
would want to be here for this, so she got dressed and waited
for him to show up.
When Brian walked into the room, the first thing he saw was
legs, legs clad in honey-brown nylons, with no shoes on, the
feet turned in and sitting in the footrests of a wheelchair.
Susan wheeled up to him, her red hair behind her in a loose pony
tail, wearing a short blue denim mini-dress with thin shoulder
straps. She was, as usual, stunning, but he was a little
confused.
"I was hoping for a standing hug when I got here." he said.
"You didn't expect me to put my braces on by myself, did
you? How am I supposed to do that if my legs don't work? I was
waiting for you to help me you silly. Here, help me onto the bed
so I can get these on and stand to give you your hug."
Brian cradled the wheelchair bound Susan in his arms and
lifted her onto the bed. He felt the muscles in her legs
tensing and flexing as he put her on the bed and positioned
them. She like to play crippled, but she usually wasn't very
good at it, but he gave her credit, she was eager and
imaginative.
Susan sat on the bed and watched Brian lift her leg into
one of the braces. He put her foot into the small black shoe,
laying her leg into the brace. He tightened the straps around
her thigh and her knee, tightening the strap on the shoe, and
locking the knee. It was amazing, her leg was totally fixed,
she could barely wiggle it. She watched Brian put her other leg
into it's brace and lock it in.
"How are they?" He asked.
Susan wiggled her feet just a little. "The shoes are kind
of tight, actually hon."
"Well, I was a little afraid of that Sue, but give them a
shot for now, if they get really uncomfortable, we'll ditch the
braces, OK?"
"Allright, but I think they'll be OK, they're already
starting to feel better."
"Good, now give these a try." he said as he handed her the
aluminum forearm crutches.
"Help me up." Susan said to him. He helped her slide her
braced legs over the edge of the bed and onto the floor. She
stood up for the first time on the braces and almost fell.
"Ooh, hard to balance on these." Sue said, steading
herself on the edge of the bed. She took the crutches and put
her weight on them. She took a tentative step, then another,
her legs strapped into the braces, immobile, and she realized
they felt odd, different. She shrugged it off to the braces and
took another step, then another. It was difficult, more
difficult than she had thought it would be, it was as if while
in the braces her legs weren't her own. She began to walk
slowly with a swing-through motion, putting her crutches in
front of her, supporting herself on them, and swinging her legs
through. She turned and saw Brian staring at her, obviously
excited at her newfound handicap. She crutched back over to him
and stopped in front of him. She supported herself on her
braced legs, using one crutch for balance, and with the other
hand grabbed his crotch, feeling his hardness there. She rubbed
him up and down a couple of times, teasing him.
"Ooh, somebody likes me as his little crippled girlfriend."
she said, smiling. He stared at her, red hair, that denim
mini-dress, standing there on crutches, and he could see her
legs, covered buy those honey-colored nylons, encased in the
braces. In the braces they actually looked different, a little
thinner, kind of strange. He didn't think about it long,
because she was crutching over to the table to get the Dom.
"I thought that might wait Sue." He said. "I wanted to
try something from the first time I saw those braces."
"And what is that?" Sue asked coyly.
"I'll show you" he relied, and lifted her up, cradling her
as he had earlier from the wheelchair, but now her legs stuck
out straight. He set her down by the wall, so she was standing,
braced legs apart, rear end pressed againdt the wall. She
dropped her crutches as he rubbed between her legs, feeling the
satin panties. He kissed and sucked at her neck as he rubbed
her, then lifted the minidress up over her head. She wore no
bra, and her nipples were erect and ready. He threw the dress
aside and looked over her. She was beautiful, firm, and her
legs so sexy encased in those braces. He kissed her breasts,
licking down her stomach, but when he got to her panties, he
came upon a problem. With her legs braced and spread as they
were, he couldn't pull them down. He slid them aside and kissed
her there, feeling her legs quiver in the braces. She gripped
his hair in both hands and moaned as he licked her gently. He
rubbed her some more and continued pleasuring her orally until
she came, and she slid down the wall, her legs spreading more
because she couldn't really do anything else with them. She sat
there for a couple of minutes, then looked up at Brian.
"Help me up hon, I can't get up at all."
Brian helped her up to her feet, steading her and getting
her crutches. She crutched over to her wheelchair.
"Help me into this thing, please Brian, I want to get off
my feet."
"OK, here." Brian replied, moving the legrests out of the
way, easing her into the seat, her legs still locked out in
front of her. He lifted her legs, moving the legrests back, and
unlocked the knee locks on the braces. He eased Susans' legs
into the footrests and then put her crutches into the back of
the wheelchair in the crutch holders. Sue wheeled around a
little, and Brian watched her, her legs so fragile looking now
in the braces. She wheeled up in front of him and undid his
belt. She knew this was one of his strongets fantasies, was to
get oral sex from a woman in a wheelchair, and as she began to
stroke him, sliding his pants down, he ran his fingers through
her hair. He moaned deeply as she took his cock into her mouth
and began to suck him off. She looked up into his eyes, knowing
he liked to watch as she sucked him, looking at her in the
wheelchair. She continued to suck him, caress his balls from
her wheelchair until she felt him tense up, and he came warm and
wet into her mouth. She swallowed it all and he collapsed onto
the bed.
"You know, sometimes I think you are so lucky to be in the
wheelchair, Sue, because after a good one I can hardly stand."
"I know what you mean." Susan replied, "Speaking of
standing, I need to use the ladies room, I might as well get up
to go." She pulled the crutches from their holder and lifted a
leg, moving the legrest out of the way. She moved the other
legrest out of the way, then stopped.
"What's wrong Sue?"
"My legs, they feel really odd."
"What do you mean odd?"
"I can't straighten them out, it's like I can't move them."
"It's just the braces Sue, I'm sure."
"I don't think so Brian, They don't feel right either."
Susan was feeling worried now, not sure waht was going on.
"Help me get them off, please hon."
"OK, Here, let me help you to the bed."
Brian lifted her again and laid her on the bed. Susan
watched as he unstrapped her legs from the braces. As he pulled
them from her legs, they both gasped.
They weren't her legs. The looked thin, the muscles were
soft and flaccid, her feet were awful, bent and palsied, toes
curled up. She was still wearing the honey-colored nylons,
which made the discovery even more scary.
"What the hell is wrong with my legs, Brian?!" Susan asked
frantically.
"I don't know, I have no idea. They look like-"
"Look like what Brian?"
"Cerebral Palsy, one of my former girlfrineds had it, and
her legs looked just like that."
"But I don't have Cerebral Palsy, Brian!"
"You do now, although I have no idea how Sue."
"So what do we do, call 911? Go to a doctor?"
"We should try and figure out what happened, I think. I
mean, an hour ago your legs were fine, so what could have
happened?"
"Help me into the wheelchair again, Brian, I still have to
go to the bathroom."
"OK, here you go." He lifted her, and her legs just
dangled there, her feet flopping limply.
"My god, Brian, look at my legs! They're totally dead!"
"Can you feel them at all?"
"I can feel tham OK, but I can't really move them. Wait, I
can wiggle my toes a little."
Brian watched Sue's toes wiggle a little in her nylons. He
sat her in the wheelchair and placed her feet in the footrests.
He pushed her into the bathroom.
"Do you want help? Do you think you can do it on your own?"
"I don't know, you'd better help, actually, I don't hink I
can deal with this right now."
Brian first slid her underwear off while she was still in
the wheelchair, then lifetd her and eased her onto the toilet.
He left her alone as she did what she needed to do, and came
back when she called to him. He lifted her back into her
wheelchair and pushed her back into the bedroom.
"Can you put the braces back on me Brian? I hate bieng
confined to this wheelchair, I'd like to walk around, even if it
is on crutches."
Brian sat her back on the bed and put the braces back onto
her legs. He helped her onto her feet and handed her the
crutches.
"Hand me my dress please Brian, I feel cold all of a
sudden, OK."
Brian handed her the dress and held her up as she put the
minidress back on. She crutched back and forth in the room,
like pacing.
"What am I going to do, Brian?? I'm handicapped, my legs
are crippled, how did that happen?? Am I going to stay this
way?? Am I suddenly crippled for life??"
"I wish I knew, hon, I wish I knew. I think we should call
a doctor and tell him everything that happened, maybe ther's an
explanation for all of this."
"I think you're right, can you take me to the hospital?"
"Yes, but how are we going to get you there?"
"The car, of course, what else?"
"No, I mean, if I take you to a hospital wearing legbraces,
and tell the doctor you're legs don't work any more, what is he
going to think?"
"I don't care, I want to wear them, I need to wear them, I
feel totally crippled without them, looking at those crippled
legs sitting in that wheelchair, no, I'm going in the legbraces."
"OK, We'll go now, just let me get dressed and we'll leave."
"OK, I'll sit here on the bed while you get ready." Susan
lowered herself slowly onto the edge of the bed, then used her
arms to pull herself up onto it. She watched her legs stick
straight out over the edge of the bed, and at a whim clicked the
knee locks open and watched her lower legs drop limply down.
She felt ready to cry. Brian came back in dressed and sat on
the bed to put his shoes back on.
"Ready to go Susan?"
"I guess so, help me to my feet."
"You sure you don't want the wheelchair?"
"I'm sure, just help me to my feet, OK?"
Brian lifted Susans' braced legs and locked them out
straight, then helped her forward and put her feet to the floor.
He steadied her as she stood, handing her the crutches. He
follwed her out of the hotel and out to the car.
"I guess I'll drive" brian said jokingly, but the tension
in his voice betrayed his true feelings.
"Help me into the car Brain, and quit with the jokes, OK."
Brian opened the car door and held Susan under her arms,
lowering her down into the seat. He then unlocked her knee
locks and lifted her legs into the car. It was difficult, he
didn't know if she'd ever get the hang of it if her condition
was indeed permanant.
The drive to the hospital was in silence. Susan couldn't
bring herself to speak, and Brian didn't know what to say. They
both kept throwing furative glances down at Susan's legs, the
braces. Brian even saw Susan glance into the back seat at her
crutches. What could he do? He kept thinking back to Marie,
her crippled feet and palsied hands, having to help her in and
out of her wheelchair, having to do so much for her. Would
Susan end up like that? He hoped not, because he had a feeling
that what didn't work with Marie wouldn't work with Susan,
either. He would give it his best shot, but what could he do?
"I've really never seen anything like it, to be honest."
Doctor Randall said. He was looking at the X-rays and test
results for Susans' legs. "All these results indicate a form of
Palsy, afflicting the lower body exclusively. The strangest
part about it, if what you both say is true, is that the
muscular and skeletal damage seems to be the result of years in
this condition, maybe a lifetime."
"So what can you do?"
"Nothing, I'm afraid, Susan. With the amount of muscular
damage, you will almost certainly never stand again, at least
not without extensive braces, and I don't want to alarm you, but
if the muscular degeneration continues, even the braces won't
help, you'll be confined to a wheelchair."
"A wheelchair! I can't, I won't accept that, doctor. At
five this afternoon I was perfectly fine, my legs were as strong
and healthy as yours, and now you're telling me I'll be confined
to a wheelchair or full leg braces for the rest of my life? I
can't accept that at all."
"I don't know what else to tell you. We have an excellent
physical therapy department here, and can teach you how to liva
a mostly normal and productive life with your disability, but
more than that I can't promise. I'd like you to stay here
overnight, and run a few more tests on your legs in the morning.
The nurse will help you to your room.
A nurse came in with a wheelchair, and Brian lifted Susan
from the examination table into it. He arranged her legs for
her, but he was pretty sure he had made his decision on what to
do. As he helped Susan into her hospital bed, watching one of
her palsied feet dangle so limply, he thought about how many
times he had done this for Marie, and knew his decision was the
right one, at least for him. As Susan fell asleep in the
hospital, Brian left. He had no plans to return.
"Oh my God!!" was the first thing the nurse heard that
morning from the patient rooms. She rushed in to see the new
patient, Susan, jumping up and down with glee, even doing
jumping jacks. She had no idea why until she remembered what
this woman was in for. Last night she was wheelchair bound, her
legs afflicted with some kind of palsy, but now she seemed to be
fine, not only fine but better than she had ever been. She
rushed to get the doctor, who later confirmed by X-ray that
somehow Susan's legs had regenerated overnight. It could only
be called a miracle, and it seemed to be a morning for miracles.
Less than an hour later, a young patient of his, a nine year
old girl who had been paralyzed since birth, walked in with her
mother in tears behind her. He couldn't understand or explain
it, and he was pretty sure he didn't really want to.
2 Months Later
Brian was sitting with an attractive brunette in a dark
bar, drinking and talking animatedly.
"You know, I've been attracted to handicapped people since
high school, I guess."
"Really, that's very interesting. Not many people would
admit that, it's kind of wierd, don't you think.?"
"To most people, yes, I guess it is, but I didn't think
you'd mind, if you know what I mean."
"You mean my wheelchair, of course. To tell the truth, I'm
still new to it, and I'm not really sure how I feel about it
all."
"Well, we could go over to my place and talk about how you
feel about it, couldn't we?"
"Actually, I think I'd like that."
"Well then, follow me, Brian, we can take my car. I'll
help you into it, if you need it."
"I'll try to manage, Lucy, but thanks." Brain wheeled
himself out from behind the table and followed the woman out
into the parking lot. As he was leaving the bar, he saw someone
familiar across the street, an old woman, who looked kind of
like a street person, was staring at him. He tried to remember
where he'd seen her, but he was falling behind lucy. He still
wasn't very fast in this damned wheelchair. He caught himself
wondering how Susan was doing, but he let that pass. He was
sure she had her own problems to deal with now.
The End
The Chair - Part 2 - Braces
The Chair 2: Braces By ParaGirl
It all started so innocently. Cindy found the aluminum
forearm crutches and AFO braces at a yard sale, of all places.
She was running a finger down the smooth aluminum when the old
woman running the sale said to her, 'Go ahead, take them.' She
left with the crutches and braces under her arm, and she
couldn't wait to get to her house and try them out.
Cindy had always been interested in crutches, ever since
she was a little girl. Sprained ankles, casts, anything like
that. She thought it was fun, a cool game, and now, at 22, she
still enjoyed wrapping an ankle up and crutching to the mall,
going to work on crutches for a week, etc... When she saw the
braces and forearm crutches, which had always been her favorite
style, she had to have them, so she took them home. She had
never been in braces before, and didn't know what to expect, so
she couldn't wait to find out.
She got her new toys home and looked at them. The crutches
were almost new, aluminum, and obviously high quality. She
looked ath the braces. They were interesting, rigid plastic
molds which came up to her knees, with wide elastic and velcro
bands at the top to hold them firmly. They looked about the
right size for her feet, and she wondered what they would feel
like while she was wearing them.
She quickly undressed, deciding that jeans and a T-shirt
was not the way to start her game, and put on nylons, a
knee-length skirt, and a white short-sleeved blouse. she sat on
her bed, leaning the crutches beside her, and put on the braces.
First, she lifted her right leg into her lap and placed the
plastic brace against it. It was like a perfect fit! She
tightly fastened the strap, which came up to just below her
knee, and then reached for her shoe. She decided to wear low
heeled shoes which laced tightly, to make sure her leg was
braced firmly. It felt very strange, not really like a cast,
which is what she half-expected. She quickly put the other
brace on, fastening her other shoe tightly, and stood up.
Her legs felt strange in the braces, awkward and even
clumsy. She tried to take a step without the crutches and
almost fell. She couldn't even wiggle her toes properly, which
she thought was very odd, because she always could in this pair
of shoes before. Her ankles were also totally immobile in the
stiff braces, which she enjoyed. She looked down and saw her
feet pointed toes-in, pigeoned toed, which looked very strange
to her. She reached and grabbed her crutches, putting her arms
through the cuffs, gripping the handgrips, and began crutching
around her apartment. It was fun, bieng on the crutches,
swinging her legs through the aluminum posts. She cooked dinner
on her crutches, cleaned the kitchen, all sorts of things, and
bieng on the crutches was very entertaining. At last, she sat
down to watch TV and took off her shoes and the braces, and was
shocked by what she saw!
Her feet were crooked, warped, she didn't know how to
explain or describe it, but she couldn't move them either. They
were both palsied, toes curled, ankles bent oddly. She tried to
stand and fell forward, her legs wouldn't support her right. She
put her braces back on and got to her feet by using the couch
and her crutches for support. As she was wondering what to do.
She was nervous and afraid, her legs didn't work anymore, her
feet were crippled, and she had no idea how or why. As she was
crutching to the kitchen again to fix herself a drink, the phone
rang.
"How are the crutches now, Cindy?" a strange voice asked.
"Who are you, what have you done to my legs??" Cindy asked
angrily.
"What you wanted, you need crutches now, don't you?" the
voice asked.
"I hate you, give me my legs back!" Cindy yelled into the
phone.
"That is easily done." the voice continued, calmly. "You
will remain crippled until you go to bed. Upon waking, all you
must do is stand, forsake the braces and crutches, stand and the
spell will be broken. But be warned, there are conseqe-"
"Thats all I needed to know, lady, later" blurted Cindy,
and crashed the receiver down. She crutched back into the
living room, releived that her condition was not permanant, and
raised her legs up onto the couch. She looked at her legs in
the braces. They didn't look so bad, just different. It was an
interesting experience, to be crippled like this, but she
definitely didn't want it to be permanant. She wathced TV for a
few hours then got ready for bed.
In bed, she first took off her shoes and braces, and her
palsied, crippled feet hung there. She hated it, and hurriedly
stripped off her stockings and skirt, then her blouse, and got
uder the covers, falling right to sleep.
Cindy woke with her alarm to see her legs and feet back to
normal. She jumped out of bed and practically ran to the
bathroom. She was fine, she could almost convince herself it
was all a bad dream, except for the braces and crutches now
laying on her bedroom floor. She kicked them under the bed and
showered and dressed, ready to face the day.
Two Weeks Later
"It's a rare neuromuscular disorder, Cindy. I'm afraid
it's not reversible, although I've never seen it attack a person
so quickly." Doctor Solomon said. I can't even recommend a
course of treatment, I'm afraid. The damage will be permanent,
and may even worsen, I'm afraid."
Cindy was in tears. She had come into the hospital four
days ago, complaining about numbness and soreness in her legs,
and here she was today, after a battery of tests... She looked
at her legs, her ankles turned in, her feet palsied. Her legs
weren't working at all, partially numb, totally useless. She
sat in a wheelchair, wondering if she would be confined to it
forever. What was it the voice on the phone had said about
consequences?
"Doctor" Cindy asked, "Honestly, will I ever walk again?"
"No, Cindy, you wont, at least not on your own." Dr.
Solomon replied. "I can have one of our orthopedic specialists
fit you for a set of legbraces, and you should be able to lead a
fairly normal, active life."
"As a cripple." Cindy wept. She wheeled herself back to
her hospital room and tried to get herself back into bed, but
without the use of her legs it was hopeless. With tears in her
eyes she rang the call button.
"Is everything OK Cindy" The nurse asked as she enterd the
room. Cindy was crying in her wheelchair, her legs hanging
awkwardly in her chair.
"My legs..." was all she could cry. The nurse lifted Cindy
into her bed, lifting her legs up for her and putting them under
the covers. The nurse held Cindy and rocked her, trying to
comfort this poor girl who had suddenly lost so much.
After three weeks the therapist decided it was hopeless.
Cindy's legs were bad and slowly getting worse, and even in the
full length legbraces she had it was just too difficult for her
to move around. They really hurt more than they helped,
especially with the extent of muscular damage to her lower legs
and ankles. Cindy was sitting in her new wheelchair, her legs
still encased in the braces she tried so hard to walk on, she
had wanted so badly to walk again, even on the braces, with
crutches or a walker, but now she was told it was hopeless, that
she, at 22 years old, she was a cripple, her legs useless,
confined totally to her wheelchair. She allowed herself to be
pushed back to her room, and her attendany lifted her into her
bed and began to remove her braces. She watched her legs as
they were unwrapped from their metal casings, so pale and thin
now, her feet looking so terrible, toes curled and ankles turned
in. She tried to move them, even wiggle her toes, but she
couldn't even do that anymore. Her legs just lay there,
crippled and lifeless. She looked at her wheelchair, now
realizing it was HER wheelchair, that her life now revolved
around it. She had always liked to be the girl on crutches, and
now she'd never be able to walk on crutches, or anything, ever
again. She lay down and cried herself to sleep once again.
Cindy had been in the wheelchair for several months. She
pulled into the handicapped spot in front of the mall and opened
the car door. She did her usual routine, pulling her wheelchair
from out of the back seat, setting it up, boosting herself into
it from the drivers' seat of her hand-controlled car. She
lifted one leg, then the other into the legrests of the
wheelchair. She still hadn't gotten used to her legs. The
disease had now robbed them of all muscle control, some feeling
too. As she lifted them, she watched her foot hang limp and
twisted by the disease which had put her in a wheelchair for the
rest of her life. She locked the car door and wheeled into the
mall.
Cindy was sitting in the food court when she noticed the
little girl walking by on crutches. The girl was on aluminum
forearm crutches, with AFO braces on her legs, her legs swinging
between the crutches, bringing Cindy memories of that day after
the yard sale. The little girl looked at Cindy, and for some
reason, Cindy felt some connection, but instead of smiling back
at the girl Cindy sneered, angry more at her condition than
anything else, and the girl noticed, turning away quickly and
obviously hurt. Cindy blew it off and wheeled her way into the
bookstore, picking out some reading material for later on.
It had been a year since the disease had confined Cindy to
a wheelchair when she noticed the discoloration on her foot. It
was a week later, after asking her doctor about it, that she
woke up, groggy and confused, from the anesthetic. She sat
halfway up and could see, under the sheets and bandages, where
her legs had been amputated midway between her knees and her
crotch. The disease had apparently caused a loss of circulation
in her legs, and they had to be amputated, to save her life.
Cindy pulled up into the handicapped parking space in front
of the mall and pulled her wheelchair out from the back seat,
setting it up and sliding into it, fixing her skirt around her
nylon-clad stumps. Of course, as she had suspected since they
amputated her legs, she couldn't use prosthetics because of the
muscular damage still in what was left of her legs, so she was
still wheelchair bound. Bieng legless was so strange to her,
but it was at least a little easier than dragging her legs
around with her, even though she now lost balance pretty easy.
Shoes were not a problem anymore, of course, and she always wore
skirts and knee-hi stockings, which to her were thigh-hi's so
she though she looked better now, at least a little. As she
wheeled into the mall, she noticed a little girl on crutches,
with AFO braces, who looked at her and smiled strangely. Cindy
smiled back, not sure why, and wheeled herself into the
bookstore to buy some reading material. She saw another girl in
the bookstore, also in a wheelchair, obviously paralyzed by the
look of her legs, ringing up a couple of books at the register.
The girl looked at Cindy, then glanced down at her stumps,
looking a bit sad.
"Should have listened to the phone call" She said crypticly.
It all started so innocently. Cindy found the aluminum
forearm crutches and AFO braces at a yard sale, of all places.
She was running a finger down the smooth aluminum when the old
woman running the sale said to her, 'Go ahead, take them.' She
left with the crutches and braces under her arm, and she
couldn't wait to get to her house and try them out.
Cindy had always been interested in crutches, ever since
she was a little girl. Sprained ankles, casts, anything like
that. She thought it was fun, a cool game, and now, at 22, she
still enjoyed wrapping an ankle up and crutching to the mall,
going to work on crutches for a week, etc... When she saw the
braces and forearm crutches, which had always been her favorite
style, she had to have them, so she took them home. She had
never been in braces before, and didn't know what to expect, so
she couldn't wait to find out.
She got her new toys home and looked at them. The crutches
were almost new, aluminum, and obviously high quality. She
looked ath the braces. They were interesting, rigid plastic
molds which came up to her knees, with wide elastic and velcro
bands at the top to hold them firmly. They looked about the
right size for her feet, and she wondered what they would feel
like while she was wearing them.
She quickly undressed, deciding that jeans and a T-shirt
was not the way to start her game, and put on nylons, a
knee-length skirt, and a white short-sleeved blouse. she sat on
her bed, leaning the crutches beside her, and put on the braces.
First, she lifted her right leg into her lap and placed the
plastic brace against it. It was like a perfect fit! She
tightly fastened the strap, which came up to just below her
knee, and then reached for her shoe. She decided to wear low
heeled shoes which laced tightly, to make sure her leg was
braced firmly. It felt very strange, not really like a cast,
which is what she half-expected. She quickly put the other
brace on, fastening her other shoe tightly, and stood up.
Her legs felt strange in the braces, awkward and even
clumsy. She tried to take a step without the crutches and
almost fell. She couldn't even wiggle her toes properly, which
she thought was very odd, because she always could in this pair
of shoes before. Her ankles were also totally immobile in the
stiff braces, which she enjoyed. She looked down and saw her
feet pointed toes-in, pigeoned toed, which looked very strange
to her. She reached and grabbed her crutches, putting her arms
through the cuffs, gripping the handgrips, and began crutching
around her apartment. It was fun, bieng on the crutches,
swinging her legs through the aluminum posts. She cooked dinner
on her crutches, cleaned the kitchen, all sorts of things, and
bieng on the crutches was very entertaining. At last, she sat
down to watch TV and took off her shoes and the braces, and was
shocked by what she saw!
Her feet were crooked, warped, she didn't know how to
explain or describe it, but she couldn't move them either. They
were both palsied, toes curled, ankles bent oddly. She tried to
stand and fell forward, her legs wouldn't support her right. She
put her braces back on and got to her feet by using the couch
and her crutches for support. As she was wondering what to do.
She was nervous and afraid, her legs didn't work anymore, her
feet were crippled, and she had no idea how or why. As she was
crutching to the kitchen again to fix herself a drink, the phone
rang.
"How are the crutches now, Cindy?" a strange voice asked.
"Who are you, what have you done to my legs??" Cindy asked
angrily.
"What you wanted, you need crutches now, don't you?" the
voice asked.
"I hate you, give me my legs back!" Cindy yelled into the
phone.
"That is easily done." the voice continued, calmly. "You
will remain crippled until you go to bed. Upon waking, all you
must do is stand, forsake the braces and crutches, stand and the
spell will be broken. But be warned, there are conseqe-"
"Thats all I needed to know, lady, later" blurted Cindy,
and crashed the receiver down. She crutched back into the
living room, releived that her condition was not permanant, and
raised her legs up onto the couch. She looked at her legs in
the braces. They didn't look so bad, just different. It was an
interesting experience, to be crippled like this, but she
definitely didn't want it to be permanant. She wathced TV for a
few hours then got ready for bed.
In bed, she first took off her shoes and braces, and her
palsied, crippled feet hung there. She hated it, and hurriedly
stripped off her stockings and skirt, then her blouse, and got
uder the covers, falling right to sleep.
Cindy woke with her alarm to see her legs and feet back to
normal. She jumped out of bed and practically ran to the
bathroom. She was fine, she could almost convince herself it
was all a bad dream, except for the braces and crutches now
laying on her bedroom floor. She kicked them under the bed and
showered and dressed, ready to face the day.
Two Weeks Later
"It's a rare neuromuscular disorder, Cindy. I'm afraid
it's not reversible, although I've never seen it attack a person
so quickly." Doctor Solomon said. I can't even recommend a
course of treatment, I'm afraid. The damage will be permanent,
and may even worsen, I'm afraid."
Cindy was in tears. She had come into the hospital four
days ago, complaining about numbness and soreness in her legs,
and here she was today, after a battery of tests... She looked
at her legs, her ankles turned in, her feet palsied. Her legs
weren't working at all, partially numb, totally useless. She
sat in a wheelchair, wondering if she would be confined to it
forever. What was it the voice on the phone had said about
consequences?
"Doctor" Cindy asked, "Honestly, will I ever walk again?"
"No, Cindy, you wont, at least not on your own." Dr.
Solomon replied. "I can have one of our orthopedic specialists
fit you for a set of legbraces, and you should be able to lead a
fairly normal, active life."
"As a cripple." Cindy wept. She wheeled herself back to
her hospital room and tried to get herself back into bed, but
without the use of her legs it was hopeless. With tears in her
eyes she rang the call button.
"Is everything OK Cindy" The nurse asked as she enterd the
room. Cindy was crying in her wheelchair, her legs hanging
awkwardly in her chair.
"My legs..." was all she could cry. The nurse lifted Cindy
into her bed, lifting her legs up for her and putting them under
the covers. The nurse held Cindy and rocked her, trying to
comfort this poor girl who had suddenly lost so much.
After three weeks the therapist decided it was hopeless.
Cindy's legs were bad and slowly getting worse, and even in the
full length legbraces she had it was just too difficult for her
to move around. They really hurt more than they helped,
especially with the extent of muscular damage to her lower legs
and ankles. Cindy was sitting in her new wheelchair, her legs
still encased in the braces she tried so hard to walk on, she
had wanted so badly to walk again, even on the braces, with
crutches or a walker, but now she was told it was hopeless, that
she, at 22 years old, she was a cripple, her legs useless,
confined totally to her wheelchair. She allowed herself to be
pushed back to her room, and her attendany lifted her into her
bed and began to remove her braces. She watched her legs as
they were unwrapped from their metal casings, so pale and thin
now, her feet looking so terrible, toes curled and ankles turned
in. She tried to move them, even wiggle her toes, but she
couldn't even do that anymore. Her legs just lay there,
crippled and lifeless. She looked at her wheelchair, now
realizing it was HER wheelchair, that her life now revolved
around it. She had always liked to be the girl on crutches, and
now she'd never be able to walk on crutches, or anything, ever
again. She lay down and cried herself to sleep once again.
Cindy had been in the wheelchair for several months. She
pulled into the handicapped spot in front of the mall and opened
the car door. She did her usual routine, pulling her wheelchair
from out of the back seat, setting it up, boosting herself into
it from the drivers' seat of her hand-controlled car. She
lifted one leg, then the other into the legrests of the
wheelchair. She still hadn't gotten used to her legs. The
disease had now robbed them of all muscle control, some feeling
too. As she lifted them, she watched her foot hang limp and
twisted by the disease which had put her in a wheelchair for the
rest of her life. She locked the car door and wheeled into the
mall.
Cindy was sitting in the food court when she noticed the
little girl walking by on crutches. The girl was on aluminum
forearm crutches, with AFO braces on her legs, her legs swinging
between the crutches, bringing Cindy memories of that day after
the yard sale. The little girl looked at Cindy, and for some
reason, Cindy felt some connection, but instead of smiling back
at the girl Cindy sneered, angry more at her condition than
anything else, and the girl noticed, turning away quickly and
obviously hurt. Cindy blew it off and wheeled her way into the
bookstore, picking out some reading material for later on.
It had been a year since the disease had confined Cindy to
a wheelchair when she noticed the discoloration on her foot. It
was a week later, after asking her doctor about it, that she
woke up, groggy and confused, from the anesthetic. She sat
halfway up and could see, under the sheets and bandages, where
her legs had been amputated midway between her knees and her
crotch. The disease had apparently caused a loss of circulation
in her legs, and they had to be amputated, to save her life.
Cindy pulled up into the handicapped parking space in front
of the mall and pulled her wheelchair out from the back seat,
setting it up and sliding into it, fixing her skirt around her
nylon-clad stumps. Of course, as she had suspected since they
amputated her legs, she couldn't use prosthetics because of the
muscular damage still in what was left of her legs, so she was
still wheelchair bound. Bieng legless was so strange to her,
but it was at least a little easier than dragging her legs
around with her, even though she now lost balance pretty easy.
Shoes were not a problem anymore, of course, and she always wore
skirts and knee-hi stockings, which to her were thigh-hi's so
she though she looked better now, at least a little. As she
wheeled into the mall, she noticed a little girl on crutches,
with AFO braces, who looked at her and smiled strangely. Cindy
smiled back, not sure why, and wheeled herself into the
bookstore to buy some reading material. She saw another girl in
the bookstore, also in a wheelchair, obviously paralyzed by the
look of her legs, ringing up a couple of books at the register.
The girl looked at Cindy, then glanced down at her stumps,
looking a bit sad.
"Should have listened to the phone call" She said crypticly.
Story - The Chair Part 1
The Chair By ParaGirl
Tara found the chair at a yard sale, of all places. It was
black, a lightweight little thing, and aside from all the dust
and the fact that it was missing the coverings on the hack
handles, and also had a flat tire, it was perfect. She almost
fainted when the old woman said 'take it', before Tara had even
asked. She wasn't going to hang around to wait for a change of
mind, she took the chair with sweaty palms and drove back to her
apartment.
It took her several days to clean it up and find the tire
and handles, but in less than a week Tara had an excellent
looking wheelchair, black and shiny. She had always been
fascinated by wheelchair users, especially females, and had
always wanted to experience being in one, to have no control of
her legs at all. It was irrational, she knew, but it fascinated
her anyway, which is why she took the chair. She was so
excited, she hadn't even sat in it yet, she'd decided to wait
for the perfect time, a day alone in her apartment, to really
get the feel for it. That day was tomorrow, Saturday, and when
she woke up in the morning, the chair would be by the side of
the bed, ready for her to get in. She got ready for bed and
parked her new toy within easy reach for the morning.
She awoke at eight feeling rested and excited. She peered
over and saw her wheelchair sitting there, awaiting it's
passenger. She threw the covers off and sat up, determined not
to rush into it, determined not to use her legs at all, to
really experience the helplessness of being paralyzed. She
reached over and pulled the chair right up to the edge of the
bed, then lifted one leg over the side with her hands, like she
had imagined doing so many times. She lifted her other leg over
and placed it near it's twin. With the wheelchair locked in
place, Tara gripped the far wheel with one hand and supported
herself with the other on the bed. With one rather clumsy
movement she slid herself into the seat of the chair. As soon
as she was seated, a feeling of dizziness came over her for an
instant, and was gone, so she almost didn't notice it. She used
her hands to put her legs into the legrests of the wheelchair
and then, still dressed in the long nightshirt and socks she had
slept in, wheeled herself into the kitchen to eat breakfast.
Being in the wheelchair was great! Rolling so easily
about, she did a lap around the apartment and into the bathroom
first to see herself in the mirror. There she was, young, only
25, and as far as she was concerned, very pretty. She saw
herself in the wheelchair, and realized her legs actually looked
kind of paralyzed, they looked thinner in the chair. It was
probably her imagination, she decided, from the excitement of
actually being in the chair. She wheeled out of the bathroom
and into the kitchen to get a bowl of cereal.
In the kitchen, she grabbed the milk from the fridge with
no problem, then took a bowl from the counter before realizing
that the cereal was in the top cabinet. Oh well, she thought,
so much for being paralyzed all day. She Decided that her bowl
of Count Chocula was a higher priority than her game and went to
get up to get the cereal box. As she went to get up she cried
out and fell out of the wheelchair onto the kitchen floor.
"What the-" she said, then realized why she fell. Her legs
hadn't done what she told them to! She looked to see her legs
folded behind her, one foot at kind of and odd angle still on
the wheelchair footrest. She realized it didn't hurt, and then
realized that she couldn't feel her foot. She couldn't feel
either of her feet! She couldn't move her legs at all, and from
her ankles down she couldn't feel them! Tara was frightened
and confused, she couldn't understand how or why this had
happened, but she had to do something, and laying on the floor
wasn't going to help at all.
Tara decided that she had to get back into her wheelchair
if she was going to get help or figure out what was going on.
She pushed herself up to sitting and dragged herself beside her
wheelchair, a chair which, by some strange twist of fate, she
now required to get around. She locked the brakes and started
to drag herself up into the chair. It was difficult, and she
almost tipped over twice before she got up to the seat and
turned to sit. She looked down and saw her legs twisted and
hanging limply off the side of the chair and couldn't believe
it! She was paralyzed, her legs refusing to work in any way.
She lifted her legs into the legrests with her hands and
suddenly realized that her legs were now numb almost to her
knees! She was losing feeling in her legs at an alarming rate!
How far would it go, how high would the paralysis take hold, and
why?
She wheeled herself to the phone, but who could she call?
A girl in a wheelchair saying she couldn't walk would sound
strange, but she had to do something. As she sat by the phone
it began to ring. She lifted the receiver to hear a strange
voice on the other end.
"You are now what you wanted to be Tara, isn't that right?"
"No-, yes-, I don't know, who are you, why is this
happening?!"
"You used the chair of your own free will, and with that
act have given up your legs, as you have wanted for so long."
"But I didn't know, I can't move my legs, can't feel them,
why is this happening? I want my legs back!"
"There is a way, Tara, but it will not be easy. You must
stay in the chair all day, your legs will not work for you today
at all. Live in the chair until you go to bed, then in the
morning when you awake, your legs will work again."
"That doesn't sound hard, that's all I have to do?"
"That is all, but you do not know all the facts. You have
to make a choice upon waking. If you get up and stand, the
spell is broken and you will walk again as if nothing had
happened. If you get into the chair again, you forfeit the
power of walking forever."
"I still don't see the difficulty in that, I'll simply
stand when I wake up, and that's that."
"But you don't understand, the spell of the chair is
twofold. If you wake up in the morning and stand, Tara, the
world will be as if nothing had happened. But if you get back
into the chair the spell will be complete. You will be
paralyzed, from the waist down, never to walk again, that is
true, but there is more. If you sit in that wheelchair, a girl
you don't know, a twelve year old girl in a town hundreds of
miles away who has been confined to a wheelchair since birth,
who has never taken a step in her life, will wake up healed,
able to run and skip and jump rope like any other girl. She
will get a new chance, a chance you had but decided you didn't
like. You've wanted to be handicapped for years, she never
did."
Tara was stunned. She hung up the phone and wheeled
herself into the bathroom to splash water on herself. She
looked in the mirror, still in the long nightshirt, sitting in
the shiny black wheelchair. Her legs were a little thinner, she
realized. By now she had lost feeling up to her thighs, and she
was realizing for the first time what it meant to be
handicapped. She felt a familiar tingle and realized she had to
pee. This was going to be interesting indeed. She wheeled up
to the toilet and sized up the challenge. It shouldn't be that
difficult, after all, just transferring from one chair into
another. She put one hand on the toilet and the other on the
wheel of the chair and clumsily slid over onto the seat. She
pulled her legs over and realized she still had her panties on,
and her long nightshirt was under her. This was going to be
trickier than she thought. She tugged at her nightshirt until
it was out from under her, but her panties were still on. She
tried tugging them down, but with no control of her lower body
she couldn't get them off without lifting herself. She put her
hands on the sides of the seat and boosted herself up an inch,
but then she didn't have a free hand to grab the underwear with.
She compromised and lifted herself on one side, sliding the
panties partially off with the other hand. She switched and did
the same to the other side, until she could slide them down her
now paralyzed legs. She just let them sit on the floor at her
feet. She realized she had bitten off alot more than she could
chew when she almost slipped into the bowl transferring back
into her chair! She wheeled back into the bedroom to figure out
how she was going to get dressed. She had already planned her
day's wardrobe for playing handicapped, now she would see how it
worked for real. First she lifted her left foot into her lap to
take her sock off. It was so strange seeing herself pull her
sock off a foot she could no longer feel or move. She dropped
her foot down, but it missed the footrest and thumped clumsily
to the floor. Tara winced but realized she couldn't feel it
even if it did hurt. She pulled her other sock off and tugged
off her nightshirt, leaving her naked in her wheelchair. She
felt helpless and vulnerable, scared at the predicament she
found herself in. She was paralyzed, handicapped, her legs
useless and lifeless. She knew that it was only temporary, all
she had to do was stand up tomorrow morning and never look at
the wheelchair again. But at what cost? Her mind wandered to
that little girl, sitting in a small, child sized wheelchair,
probably dressed in some little pink chiffon dress and pigtails.
She could heal this girl, give her a full, happy life. It was
her choice alone, all she had to do was stay trapped in this
wheelchair for the rest of her life. Yeah, tough choice.
She put on her bra, easy enough, and her blouse, there was
no problem there, but then she got to the tricky part. She
pulled a pair of panties from her drawer and stared first at the
panties then at her legs. She bent down with the panties and
pulled them over her feet, up to her knees. She got them as far
as where her thighs met her wheelchair's seat, then redid her
act in the bathroom, lifting herself one side at a time, pulling
the panties on. It was very difficult work, and she had no idea
how she was going to pull her skirt on when an Idea occurred to
her. She grabbed her skirt, a knee length cotton one she was
very fond of, and wheeled over to the bed. She put the skirt on
the bed, then locked the wheels of her chair. She transferred
out of her chair onto the bed, then pulled her legs up with her.
It was so strange, pulling the dead weight of her legs up, they
were totally numb and lifeless now, truly paralyzed. She laid
her legs out in front of her, then bending over put the skirt
over her feet, sliding it up her legs slowly. She laid down and
pulled the skirt all the way up, then tucked the blouse in as
well as she could. She zipped the skirt and sat back up.
Dressing complete, because she had already decided that shoes
and socks would be a waste anyway, she transferred back into
her wheelchair. She wheeled back into the kitchen to have some
breakfast, feeling she had finally calmed down enough to eat.
The bowl and milk were still out, but the cereal was still in
the top cupboard. She decided to have some toast and jam, and
pulled the jam from the lower cupboard. She'd have to remember
to have someone put all of the things in the upper cabinets into
the lower ones if she decided to stay like this. She couldn't
believe she was actually thinking about staying handicapped, but
the thoughts of that little girl haunted her, seeing little legs
playing hopscotch, jumping rope for the first time. She reached
for the bread, putting it in her lap and pulling out two slices,
then realized that from her wheelchair she couldn't reach the
toaster. She stretched and strained, but without the use of her
legs she couldn't reach it. She moaned and was about to give up
when an idea occurred to her. She was handicapped now, but why
should that stop her from doing anything, especially having
toast and jam! She went into her utensil drawer and pulled out
a long wooden spoon. With that she pulled the toaster to the
edge of the counter and put the toast in. She was thrilled at
her small accomplishment, and pulled one of the chairs away from
the table to make a place for herself. She buttered the toast
when it was done and spread the jam on it, really enjoying her
breakfast, because she actually had to work to make it. She
realized how different life was for her now, handicapped,
everything she would have to learn over again if she stayed like
this. She looked at herself, her crippled legs, her wheelchair,
trying to decide if she really wanted to stay this way, trying
to figure out what to tell her family, her friends, her
co-workers on Monday. 'Oh, yes, had a pretty good weekend
except for this paralysis thing.'
She finished her breakfast and decided to try doing some
chores. She grabbed her laundry basket and put it in her lap,
wheeling along and putting her dirty clothes into it. When it
was almost full she picked up her detergent and put that in the
basket as well. The laundry room was down the hall, so she had
to leave the apartment, something she was a little worried
about, but she did it anyway. Wheeling down the hall, she
almost dumped the whole basket over, but caught it in time, only
dropping a sock. When she got into the laundry room, a woman
Tara didn't know was just taking her clothes out of one of the
dryers. She looked at Tara and said hi in a friendly way, which
Tara returned. Tara opened the top-loader washer with a little
difficulty and put her clothes and detergent in, then shut the
lid and almost cried when she realized she couldn't reach the
washer controls from her wheelchair.
"You look like you could use some help there." the woman
taking her clothes out of the dryer said.
"Could you? I can't reach the controls." Tara almost
cried.
"I noticed. It's OK, what setting?"
"Permanent press."
"There you go. And for the dryer, use the one on the end,
it has front controls on it, should be easier for you. If you
don't mind me saying so, it must be so hard to get around here
in your wheelchair. So many stairs and narrow doors. Someone
should do something about it is what I think."
"Yes, you may be right about that." Tara replied. She put
her basket back onto her lap and wheeled back to her apartment,
realizing for the first time how narrow the doors were, seeing
the single step to the front door, a simple thing, but a massive
obstacle to her in her new condition. How could she ever live
as a cripple? She spent the rest of the afternoon trying to
clean her apartment. Her next big suprise came when she tried
to get the clothes out of the washer. They were easy to get in,
she just dropped them in, but she had to reach down into the
washer the get them out, something she didn't think she could
manage from her wheelchair, and this time no nice woman to help
her. Then she figured it out. The washers were about two feet
apart, maybe a little less, and at her wheelchair level, the
tops were shoulder height. She grabbed one washer with each
hand and boosted up onto the washer her clothes weren't in,
sitting on it. She was still amazed at how her legs just hung
there. She pulled her clothes out of the washer and tossed them
into the basket on the floor. She dropped back down into her
chair clumsily, having to rearrange her legs when she was
seated. She put her clothes in the end drier, as her newfound
friend had suggested, and started the drier, when she heard her
new friends voice again.
"I'm Barbara, by the way." Barbara was behind her, and
Tara had to wheel around to talk to her.
"Tara. I never thanked you for the help earlier, thanks."
"No problem. I was actually wondering how you were going
to get your clothes out, but it seems you managed fine."
"Yes, I manage where I need to." she said with false
modesty, inside brimming with pride and accomplishment.
"Well, if you need any help with anything Tara, I'm in
apartment 235."
"On the second floor, of course."
"Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't even think Tara. Here's my
number, if you need me, call."
Tara laughed at how embarrassed Barbara looked and said
she's call if she needed it, wheeling back to her apartment.
Tara spent most of the rest of the day on the couch
watching TV. The couch was strange, she sat in it for a while,
but sitting in her familiar couch not being able to feel her
lower body at all drove her crazy, so she pulled her legs up
onto the couch and laid there, every once in a while looking
down at her useless legs. If she wasn't looking at them, it was
as if they weren't even there. Finally she got tired enough and
transferred back into her chair to get ready for bed.
She took off her shirt and bra, putting another nightshirt
on, then transferred into bed to remove her skirt. When she got
her skirt off she realized she again had to use the bathroom, so
she transferred back into her chair and wheeled to the toilet.
After her now familiar (this WAS her fourth time today) routine,
she was getting back into her chair when she slipped, falling to
the floor and knocking her wheelchair over. She was so tired of
this! To go through such and ordeal just to go to the
bathroom!! She put her wheelchair back upright and pulled
herself back into it, wheeling herself angrily back into her
bedroom and transferring into bed, pushing the cursed wheelchair
across the room for good measure. Tara had made her decision.
Barbara knocked on the door to see Tara in a way she didn't
expect at all. She was wearing a gray business suit and skirt,
dark, professional looking stockings and conservative flats, and
she was carrying a leather briefcase in her lap, seated in her
wheelchair with her legs crossed, all in all looking very
professional.
"I called because I'd like a ride over to the management
office of this complex. I have a few requests I'd like to make
to them."
"Of course, I'd be happy to help Tara."
Barbara followed Tara as she wheeled to the front door,
then helped her down the single step. She watched as Tara
transferred into her car, then put her wheelchair in the back
seat for her. In a minute they were off to the management
office, Tara with a list of handicapped-acessable requirements
for hers and other buildings. It was the first steps she would
take to make her new life as a handicapped woman something more
than her able-bodied life had been. And thinking back to just
hours before, waking up and feeling her legs, having them back
again, and then dropping out of bed onto the floor, careful not
to stand or use her legs to her advantage, crawling across the
room to her wheelchair, climbing into it and all of a sudden
feeling the numbness climb up her legs, much quicker this time
than yesterday, until in only minutes she was again paralyzed
completely, handicapped, crippled for life this time, and this
time by her own choosing. She just hoped it was worth it, she
really did.
"Mommy mommy!" was the first thing Lisa Morrison heard
that morning, getting up to go help Laura into her wheelchair,
or get her water, or whatever it was she needed. Lisa had cared
for Laura since birth, and sometimes it was just too much,
sometimes she wondered why her little girl had to be born
crippled. She almost fainted when she was greeted in the
hallway not by a request from Laura, but her daughter herself,
running towards her, on her own two legs! She picked up her
little daughter and squeezed her and cried 'A miracle, A
miracle!"
Cindy found the aluminum forearm crutches and AFO braces at
a yard sale, of all places. She was running a finger down the
smooth aluminum when the old woman running the sale said to her,
'Go ahead, take them.' She left with the crutches and braces
under her arm, and she couldn't wait to get to her house and try
them out.
The End?
Tara found the chair at a yard sale, of all places. It was
black, a lightweight little thing, and aside from all the dust
and the fact that it was missing the coverings on the hack
handles, and also had a flat tire, it was perfect. She almost
fainted when the old woman said 'take it', before Tara had even
asked. She wasn't going to hang around to wait for a change of
mind, she took the chair with sweaty palms and drove back to her
apartment.
It took her several days to clean it up and find the tire
and handles, but in less than a week Tara had an excellent
looking wheelchair, black and shiny. She had always been
fascinated by wheelchair users, especially females, and had
always wanted to experience being in one, to have no control of
her legs at all. It was irrational, she knew, but it fascinated
her anyway, which is why she took the chair. She was so
excited, she hadn't even sat in it yet, she'd decided to wait
for the perfect time, a day alone in her apartment, to really
get the feel for it. That day was tomorrow, Saturday, and when
she woke up in the morning, the chair would be by the side of
the bed, ready for her to get in. She got ready for bed and
parked her new toy within easy reach for the morning.
She awoke at eight feeling rested and excited. She peered
over and saw her wheelchair sitting there, awaiting it's
passenger. She threw the covers off and sat up, determined not
to rush into it, determined not to use her legs at all, to
really experience the helplessness of being paralyzed. She
reached over and pulled the chair right up to the edge of the
bed, then lifted one leg over the side with her hands, like she
had imagined doing so many times. She lifted her other leg over
and placed it near it's twin. With the wheelchair locked in
place, Tara gripped the far wheel with one hand and supported
herself with the other on the bed. With one rather clumsy
movement she slid herself into the seat of the chair. As soon
as she was seated, a feeling of dizziness came over her for an
instant, and was gone, so she almost didn't notice it. She used
her hands to put her legs into the legrests of the wheelchair
and then, still dressed in the long nightshirt and socks she had
slept in, wheeled herself into the kitchen to eat breakfast.
Being in the wheelchair was great! Rolling so easily
about, she did a lap around the apartment and into the bathroom
first to see herself in the mirror. There she was, young, only
25, and as far as she was concerned, very pretty. She saw
herself in the wheelchair, and realized her legs actually looked
kind of paralyzed, they looked thinner in the chair. It was
probably her imagination, she decided, from the excitement of
actually being in the chair. She wheeled out of the bathroom
and into the kitchen to get a bowl of cereal.
In the kitchen, she grabbed the milk from the fridge with
no problem, then took a bowl from the counter before realizing
that the cereal was in the top cabinet. Oh well, she thought,
so much for being paralyzed all day. She Decided that her bowl
of Count Chocula was a higher priority than her game and went to
get up to get the cereal box. As she went to get up she cried
out and fell out of the wheelchair onto the kitchen floor.
"What the-" she said, then realized why she fell. Her legs
hadn't done what she told them to! She looked to see her legs
folded behind her, one foot at kind of and odd angle still on
the wheelchair footrest. She realized it didn't hurt, and then
realized that she couldn't feel her foot. She couldn't feel
either of her feet! She couldn't move her legs at all, and from
her ankles down she couldn't feel them! Tara was frightened
and confused, she couldn't understand how or why this had
happened, but she had to do something, and laying on the floor
wasn't going to help at all.
Tara decided that she had to get back into her wheelchair
if she was going to get help or figure out what was going on.
She pushed herself up to sitting and dragged herself beside her
wheelchair, a chair which, by some strange twist of fate, she
now required to get around. She locked the brakes and started
to drag herself up into the chair. It was difficult, and she
almost tipped over twice before she got up to the seat and
turned to sit. She looked down and saw her legs twisted and
hanging limply off the side of the chair and couldn't believe
it! She was paralyzed, her legs refusing to work in any way.
She lifted her legs into the legrests with her hands and
suddenly realized that her legs were now numb almost to her
knees! She was losing feeling in her legs at an alarming rate!
How far would it go, how high would the paralysis take hold, and
why?
She wheeled herself to the phone, but who could she call?
A girl in a wheelchair saying she couldn't walk would sound
strange, but she had to do something. As she sat by the phone
it began to ring. She lifted the receiver to hear a strange
voice on the other end.
"You are now what you wanted to be Tara, isn't that right?"
"No-, yes-, I don't know, who are you, why is this
happening?!"
"You used the chair of your own free will, and with that
act have given up your legs, as you have wanted for so long."
"But I didn't know, I can't move my legs, can't feel them,
why is this happening? I want my legs back!"
"There is a way, Tara, but it will not be easy. You must
stay in the chair all day, your legs will not work for you today
at all. Live in the chair until you go to bed, then in the
morning when you awake, your legs will work again."
"That doesn't sound hard, that's all I have to do?"
"That is all, but you do not know all the facts. You have
to make a choice upon waking. If you get up and stand, the
spell is broken and you will walk again as if nothing had
happened. If you get into the chair again, you forfeit the
power of walking forever."
"I still don't see the difficulty in that, I'll simply
stand when I wake up, and that's that."
"But you don't understand, the spell of the chair is
twofold. If you wake up in the morning and stand, Tara, the
world will be as if nothing had happened. But if you get back
into the chair the spell will be complete. You will be
paralyzed, from the waist down, never to walk again, that is
true, but there is more. If you sit in that wheelchair, a girl
you don't know, a twelve year old girl in a town hundreds of
miles away who has been confined to a wheelchair since birth,
who has never taken a step in her life, will wake up healed,
able to run and skip and jump rope like any other girl. She
will get a new chance, a chance you had but decided you didn't
like. You've wanted to be handicapped for years, she never
did."
Tara was stunned. She hung up the phone and wheeled
herself into the bathroom to splash water on herself. She
looked in the mirror, still in the long nightshirt, sitting in
the shiny black wheelchair. Her legs were a little thinner, she
realized. By now she had lost feeling up to her thighs, and she
was realizing for the first time what it meant to be
handicapped. She felt a familiar tingle and realized she had to
pee. This was going to be interesting indeed. She wheeled up
to the toilet and sized up the challenge. It shouldn't be that
difficult, after all, just transferring from one chair into
another. She put one hand on the toilet and the other on the
wheel of the chair and clumsily slid over onto the seat. She
pulled her legs over and realized she still had her panties on,
and her long nightshirt was under her. This was going to be
trickier than she thought. She tugged at her nightshirt until
it was out from under her, but her panties were still on. She
tried tugging them down, but with no control of her lower body
she couldn't get them off without lifting herself. She put her
hands on the sides of the seat and boosted herself up an inch,
but then she didn't have a free hand to grab the underwear with.
She compromised and lifted herself on one side, sliding the
panties partially off with the other hand. She switched and did
the same to the other side, until she could slide them down her
now paralyzed legs. She just let them sit on the floor at her
feet. She realized she had bitten off alot more than she could
chew when she almost slipped into the bowl transferring back
into her chair! She wheeled back into the bedroom to figure out
how she was going to get dressed. She had already planned her
day's wardrobe for playing handicapped, now she would see how it
worked for real. First she lifted her left foot into her lap to
take her sock off. It was so strange seeing herself pull her
sock off a foot she could no longer feel or move. She dropped
her foot down, but it missed the footrest and thumped clumsily
to the floor. Tara winced but realized she couldn't feel it
even if it did hurt. She pulled her other sock off and tugged
off her nightshirt, leaving her naked in her wheelchair. She
felt helpless and vulnerable, scared at the predicament she
found herself in. She was paralyzed, handicapped, her legs
useless and lifeless. She knew that it was only temporary, all
she had to do was stand up tomorrow morning and never look at
the wheelchair again. But at what cost? Her mind wandered to
that little girl, sitting in a small, child sized wheelchair,
probably dressed in some little pink chiffon dress and pigtails.
She could heal this girl, give her a full, happy life. It was
her choice alone, all she had to do was stay trapped in this
wheelchair for the rest of her life. Yeah, tough choice.
She put on her bra, easy enough, and her blouse, there was
no problem there, but then she got to the tricky part. She
pulled a pair of panties from her drawer and stared first at the
panties then at her legs. She bent down with the panties and
pulled them over her feet, up to her knees. She got them as far
as where her thighs met her wheelchair's seat, then redid her
act in the bathroom, lifting herself one side at a time, pulling
the panties on. It was very difficult work, and she had no idea
how she was going to pull her skirt on when an Idea occurred to
her. She grabbed her skirt, a knee length cotton one she was
very fond of, and wheeled over to the bed. She put the skirt on
the bed, then locked the wheels of her chair. She transferred
out of her chair onto the bed, then pulled her legs up with her.
It was so strange, pulling the dead weight of her legs up, they
were totally numb and lifeless now, truly paralyzed. She laid
her legs out in front of her, then bending over put the skirt
over her feet, sliding it up her legs slowly. She laid down and
pulled the skirt all the way up, then tucked the blouse in as
well as she could. She zipped the skirt and sat back up.
Dressing complete, because she had already decided that shoes
and socks would be a waste anyway, she transferred back into
her wheelchair. She wheeled back into the kitchen to have some
breakfast, feeling she had finally calmed down enough to eat.
The bowl and milk were still out, but the cereal was still in
the top cupboard. She decided to have some toast and jam, and
pulled the jam from the lower cupboard. She'd have to remember
to have someone put all of the things in the upper cabinets into
the lower ones if she decided to stay like this. She couldn't
believe she was actually thinking about staying handicapped, but
the thoughts of that little girl haunted her, seeing little legs
playing hopscotch, jumping rope for the first time. She reached
for the bread, putting it in her lap and pulling out two slices,
then realized that from her wheelchair she couldn't reach the
toaster. She stretched and strained, but without the use of her
legs she couldn't reach it. She moaned and was about to give up
when an idea occurred to her. She was handicapped now, but why
should that stop her from doing anything, especially having
toast and jam! She went into her utensil drawer and pulled out
a long wooden spoon. With that she pulled the toaster to the
edge of the counter and put the toast in. She was thrilled at
her small accomplishment, and pulled one of the chairs away from
the table to make a place for herself. She buttered the toast
when it was done and spread the jam on it, really enjoying her
breakfast, because she actually had to work to make it. She
realized how different life was for her now, handicapped,
everything she would have to learn over again if she stayed like
this. She looked at herself, her crippled legs, her wheelchair,
trying to decide if she really wanted to stay this way, trying
to figure out what to tell her family, her friends, her
co-workers on Monday. 'Oh, yes, had a pretty good weekend
except for this paralysis thing.'
She finished her breakfast and decided to try doing some
chores. She grabbed her laundry basket and put it in her lap,
wheeling along and putting her dirty clothes into it. When it
was almost full she picked up her detergent and put that in the
basket as well. The laundry room was down the hall, so she had
to leave the apartment, something she was a little worried
about, but she did it anyway. Wheeling down the hall, she
almost dumped the whole basket over, but caught it in time, only
dropping a sock. When she got into the laundry room, a woman
Tara didn't know was just taking her clothes out of one of the
dryers. She looked at Tara and said hi in a friendly way, which
Tara returned. Tara opened the top-loader washer with a little
difficulty and put her clothes and detergent in, then shut the
lid and almost cried when she realized she couldn't reach the
washer controls from her wheelchair.
"You look like you could use some help there." the woman
taking her clothes out of the dryer said.
"Could you? I can't reach the controls." Tara almost
cried.
"I noticed. It's OK, what setting?"
"Permanent press."
"There you go. And for the dryer, use the one on the end,
it has front controls on it, should be easier for you. If you
don't mind me saying so, it must be so hard to get around here
in your wheelchair. So many stairs and narrow doors. Someone
should do something about it is what I think."
"Yes, you may be right about that." Tara replied. She put
her basket back onto her lap and wheeled back to her apartment,
realizing for the first time how narrow the doors were, seeing
the single step to the front door, a simple thing, but a massive
obstacle to her in her new condition. How could she ever live
as a cripple? She spent the rest of the afternoon trying to
clean her apartment. Her next big suprise came when she tried
to get the clothes out of the washer. They were easy to get in,
she just dropped them in, but she had to reach down into the
washer the get them out, something she didn't think she could
manage from her wheelchair, and this time no nice woman to help
her. Then she figured it out. The washers were about two feet
apart, maybe a little less, and at her wheelchair level, the
tops were shoulder height. She grabbed one washer with each
hand and boosted up onto the washer her clothes weren't in,
sitting on it. She was still amazed at how her legs just hung
there. She pulled her clothes out of the washer and tossed them
into the basket on the floor. She dropped back down into her
chair clumsily, having to rearrange her legs when she was
seated. She put her clothes in the end drier, as her newfound
friend had suggested, and started the drier, when she heard her
new friends voice again.
"I'm Barbara, by the way." Barbara was behind her, and
Tara had to wheel around to talk to her.
"Tara. I never thanked you for the help earlier, thanks."
"No problem. I was actually wondering how you were going
to get your clothes out, but it seems you managed fine."
"Yes, I manage where I need to." she said with false
modesty, inside brimming with pride and accomplishment.
"Well, if you need any help with anything Tara, I'm in
apartment 235."
"On the second floor, of course."
"Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't even think Tara. Here's my
number, if you need me, call."
Tara laughed at how embarrassed Barbara looked and said
she's call if she needed it, wheeling back to her apartment.
Tara spent most of the rest of the day on the couch
watching TV. The couch was strange, she sat in it for a while,
but sitting in her familiar couch not being able to feel her
lower body at all drove her crazy, so she pulled her legs up
onto the couch and laid there, every once in a while looking
down at her useless legs. If she wasn't looking at them, it was
as if they weren't even there. Finally she got tired enough and
transferred back into her chair to get ready for bed.
She took off her shirt and bra, putting another nightshirt
on, then transferred into bed to remove her skirt. When she got
her skirt off she realized she again had to use the bathroom, so
she transferred back into her chair and wheeled to the toilet.
After her now familiar (this WAS her fourth time today) routine,
she was getting back into her chair when she slipped, falling to
the floor and knocking her wheelchair over. She was so tired of
this! To go through such and ordeal just to go to the
bathroom!! She put her wheelchair back upright and pulled
herself back into it, wheeling herself angrily back into her
bedroom and transferring into bed, pushing the cursed wheelchair
across the room for good measure. Tara had made her decision.
Barbara knocked on the door to see Tara in a way she didn't
expect at all. She was wearing a gray business suit and skirt,
dark, professional looking stockings and conservative flats, and
she was carrying a leather briefcase in her lap, seated in her
wheelchair with her legs crossed, all in all looking very
professional.
"I called because I'd like a ride over to the management
office of this complex. I have a few requests I'd like to make
to them."
"Of course, I'd be happy to help Tara."
Barbara followed Tara as she wheeled to the front door,
then helped her down the single step. She watched as Tara
transferred into her car, then put her wheelchair in the back
seat for her. In a minute they were off to the management
office, Tara with a list of handicapped-acessable requirements
for hers and other buildings. It was the first steps she would
take to make her new life as a handicapped woman something more
than her able-bodied life had been. And thinking back to just
hours before, waking up and feeling her legs, having them back
again, and then dropping out of bed onto the floor, careful not
to stand or use her legs to her advantage, crawling across the
room to her wheelchair, climbing into it and all of a sudden
feeling the numbness climb up her legs, much quicker this time
than yesterday, until in only minutes she was again paralyzed
completely, handicapped, crippled for life this time, and this
time by her own choosing. She just hoped it was worth it, she
really did.
"Mommy mommy!" was the first thing Lisa Morrison heard
that morning, getting up to go help Laura into her wheelchair,
or get her water, or whatever it was she needed. Lisa had cared
for Laura since birth, and sometimes it was just too much,
sometimes she wondered why her little girl had to be born
crippled. She almost fainted when she was greeted in the
hallway not by a request from Laura, but her daughter herself,
running towards her, on her own two legs! She picked up her
little daughter and squeezed her and cried 'A miracle, A
miracle!"
Cindy found the aluminum forearm crutches and AFO braces at
a yard sale, of all places. She was running a finger down the
smooth aluminum when the old woman running the sale said to her,
'Go ahead, take them.' She left with the crutches and braces
under her arm, and she couldn't wait to get to her house and try
them out.
The End?
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
NEW Story - A New Arrangement
A New Arrangement
Michelle was unhappy. She thought being married would be great, she thought that it would be like her dream come true - a strong, handsome mad to take care of her and provide for her. And it was close, she had to admit. She had a strong, handsome man, Derek, with a good job. They had a nice house in the suburbs. They had a nice life, Michelle had to admit. So what was the problem? Why was she unhappy?
Michelle hated working. They needed to money, though - this was 2009, not 1959, and it was very difficult getting by with just one salary, a fact Derek made very clear to her when she said she wanted to quit her job. So she kept working at her dead-end retail job, working as few hours as she could and secretly resenting even that. It started to get in the way of their marriage eventually, and she couldn't really discuss it with Derek, because what was she going to say? 'I don't want to work becaus eI'm lazy, please take care of me.'? She didn't think that would go over well. So she bit her lip and kept working, still slowly shortening her available work hours, until she hit the twenty hour mark. Derek noticed after a couple weeks of seeign her noticably diminished paycheck. They had another 'discussion'.
"So you don't want to work, what DO you want to do?" Derek asked, agitated. "What do you want out of this relationship?"
"I just want to be taken care of." Michelle said, eyes already teary. She hated conflict, and she had to admit, she brought this one on herself.
"Taken care of, that's all? You just want me to take care of you, provide for you?" Derek asked, not raising his voice. Michelle nodded. "and how far would you be willing to go with that?" he asked. "If you wanted to stay home and just have me take care of you, what would you be willing to do?"
"Anything!" Michelle quickly said. "I'd do anything, anythign you want me to if it means I don't have to work any more."
Derek nodded. "OK, we'll try an experiment, to see if you really mean that. Make sure you have the weekend off, including all day Friday. I'll explain everything Friday morning."
Michelle could barely sleep Thursday night, as Derek wouldn't even give her a hint about what was going to happen. As she awoke Friday morning, she could hear Derek in the kitchen, and there was a note on the pillow that said 'Don't move, just call for me.' Michelle did as the note instructed and Derek came in smiling.
"Good morning my dear. Please lay still, we're going to play a little game this weekend. You want to be taken care of, and I've got a bit of an 'interest' in taking special care of you."
derek first took out a hard cervical neck brace and began slowly, carefulyl putting on Michelle's slender neck. "For this weekend, since you said you'd do 'anything', I want you to roleplay having recently broken your neck, leaving you unable to use yoru body from your shoulders down. It is in this state that I will take care of you. Do you understand?"
It took Michelle a minute to process the information. "So, you want me to be handicapped?" she asked, curious but not frightened.
"Yes - you wanted to be 'taken care of' - I have always had an 'interest' shall we say, in caring for a disabled woman. I'd like to see how this works out for the weekend, and then we can discuss the situation - and you quitting your job - after the excercise is complete. Do you agree?"
"Yes." Michelle said. "I'll do my best. I can't promise I won't try to do things on my own though, out of habit."
"Don't you worry about that dear. I'll take care of it." Derek said. Sitting on the bed, he tookout elastic bandages. He first lifted Michelle's left hand and then had her make a fist, then began wrapping the bandage around it firmly, but not so tight to restrict blood flow. He then put a soft white sock over the hand and layed it back on the bed. He did the onter hand the same - carefully, even tenderly, until both Michelle's hands were completely useless. Then Derek moved down the bed, to her feet, and started doing somethign smiliar - bandaging and bracing Michelle's feet so they were immobile and flexed in a position makign it impossible for her to stand or walk. Again he put similar white socks on her feet.
"OK so far?" he asked her. she tried to nod but then realized that in the collar she couldn't. "Yes dear, I'm fine." she said, and she meant it. It was an unusual sensation, to be sure, but not at all a negative one. Derek then pulled out something Michelle wasn't expecting, and she didn't know how she felt about it."
"Is that a diaper?" she asked. Derek said yes, so she didn't have any accidents, and then spread her legs wide. He wiped her sex with moist wipes and then quickly put the bulky padded diaper on her. It didn't feel too bad, she had to admit. Not uncomfortable anyway. She was realyl feeling curious and maybe even a little horny.
Derek sat her up in bed and dressed her in a simple sundress, then propped her up on pillows. She was comfortable, she had to admit, and she certainly wouldn't be able to get around like this, but what was she supposed to do, sit in bed all weekend? She wasn't sure she was up to that.
As if derek knew what she was thinking, he said "Now wait right here, I've got something for you." and left the room. Michelle sat there, wearing a diaper and a neck brace and 'crippled', and was wondering if this was really all worth it? What was Derek up to anyway?
He returned with a wheelchair - an electric type with a nice padded seat. He didn't even say anything, he just lifted her gently and maneuvered her into the wheelchair. He strapped her legs into the legrests with a padded strap, then fastened another similar strap just under her breasts. Finally he put her right hand in her lap and set her left hand into a 'U' shaped joystick on the armrest. Then for added measure, he belted her arm to the armrest with a soft strap right at the elbow, giving Michelle almost no movement for that arm.
"There. This is you for the weekend. You were in a bad accident, you have almost no use of your body from your neck down. You can drive your wheelchair with your left hand, but that's about it. Everything else, every need, even feeding or toilet, you will need my help and care. Is that understood?"
"Yes dear, I understand." From her current point of view, Michelle could see the obvious bulge in her husbands pants. "I would like your help with something then" she said with a smile "Because I'm helpless to do this any more."
"What's that love?" Derek asked.
"Take off yoru pants and let me kiss that hard cock I see trying to get out." she smiled. I can't use much below my neck, but everything ABOVE my neck is still functional.
Derek undressed and stood before Michelle, a few feet away. "Now what am I going to do with you way over there?" Michelle asked. "You're going to tease your poor crippled wife?"
"I bought you that fancy wheelchair, let's see if you can get over here to me." he said with a grin. "Just because you're a quadriplegic doesn't mean you can get out of your wifely duties." he smiled.
Michelle looked down at the 'hand' in the control stick of her wheelchair. She pushed sideways and the chair spun to the left. The was startled and giggled a little. Next, with a bit of effort she pushed forward, and the wheelchair moved forward smoothly. It took her a few minutes to get the hang of it, but she soon pulled up next to Derek and adjusted her chair so that she was just about in front of his cock, which was even more erect, but she had a problem...
"Derek - I can't turn my head." she said. Indeed, she was facing straight ahead and with the position of the wheelchair, was unable to reach his penis with any part of her. "I think I'll need help."
Derek smiled and - was there just a hint of animal lust in his gaze? He moved to the front of the wheelchair, and repositioned it and himself so that Michelle could reach his cock with minimal head movement in her neck brace. She reached and licked and kissed it and played with it, all using her mouth and lips. He finally assisted her and she was able to take his cock in all the way, sucking him off from her wheelchair until he came and shot hot loads of cum down her throat. He moaned with pleasure and she smiled as she finished him off.
"Mmm, that was so hot honey." Derek said, straightning himself after the encounter.
"I'm glad you liked it. I would have loved to reach up and play with your balls, but..." she said, playing the 'crippled wife' role as requested, and beginning to get into it. "Could I have a drink love?"
Derek headed for the kitchen and Michelle pressed her hand control forward, driving her wheelchair clumsily to meet him in the dining room. He sat and held a straw to her lips and she drank the class of juice without any use of her hands or arms. It was a difficult thing to remember, not moving anything below her neck, but Derek was enjoying it, and Michelle figured she could possibly get some pampering while they were playing.
"So breakfast?" she asked as he put down the juice glass.
"Definitely!" Derek smiled, and pished Michelle into the kitchen to watch him. He made waffles and sausage and coffee, and when he had a nice big plate ready he sat down where Michelle was parked at the table.
"So, how are you feeling so far?" Derek asked, stroking Michelle's head
"Happy, actually." Michelle said honestly. "this is actually kind of exciting. so are you going to feed me now?" she asked, smiling. Derek nodded and fed her a slice of waffle, then a sip of coffee.
They took an hour to eat breakfast, chatting and smiling and laughing. It was a strangely satifying reconnection for both of them as Michelle sat there in her wheelchair, pretending to be crippled. She never tried using her hands, she just sat there and let Derek feed her and stroke her hair and cheeks. Finally, after Derek leaned in and kissed her passionately, making her feel warm all the way from her head to her toes, Michelle felt she needed to use the bathroom.
"I've got to pee, love." she said, moving her hand on the wheelchair controls to back away from the table.
"No you dont." he said, getting up and beginning to clear the table. Michelle looked at him.
"Yes, I'm pretty sure I do, love." she said teasingly. "I know when I need to pee." she said.
"that's my point. Before your accident you knew when you needed to pee, sure... now, though." He looked at her to emphasis his meaning.
"Really?" she said, looking at him. He nodded. "I'll change you when I'm done in the kitchen, promise."
Michelle tried to wait, but couldn't really hold it any longer. If that's what he wanted, then... She urinated into her diaper, the feeling warm and satisfying after holding it for longer than she intended. she sat there then, in her wheelchair, with a wet diaper, and wondered if it was realyl worth it...
Derek took her to the bedroom as promised and undid her straps, releasing her from the wheelchair and laying her on the bed. again, she tired not moving at all, but it was hard. Derek pulled up her dress and removed her soiled diaper, and as he wiped her sex clean, she moaned out loud. He didnt' say a word, just kept rubbing her, and soon they were making love, deeply and passionately. She gave up on trying to say paralyzed, but her bandaged hands made it difficult to touch and caress Derek. He seemed to like her feeble attempts, though, and soon both were crying out in one of the deepest, most powerful orgasms they had ever shared. Both collapsed on the bed, and it was a while before Derek moved. He stroked her breasts and then cleaned her as she lay there motionless, putting a new diaper on her and then kissing her sweetly before putting her back in her wheelchair. Michelle was seeign a whole new side of Derek, more caring and tender than she realized he could be.
That day was more fun and wonderful than Michelle thought it would be. They stayed home, of course, but Derek was more loving and attentive than she had ever seen him. He fed her, cleaned her, brushed her hair, turned on the TV for her, and all she had to do was sit there and pretend to be a cripple, sometimes making a comment about how much different things were compared to 'before the accident'.
They watched a romantic comedy together on Pay Per View, something that Derek was never realyl willing to do before. But, as he told Michelle, he was much more open to her needs because of her 'condition'. This made Michelle very happy, and excited - she sat in her wheelchair, pretending to be the 'crippled wife', and she found she was literally getting everythign she wanted.
Another diaper change later in the day and Derek began stroking her sex again.
"I don't think that's such a good idea, lover" Michelle said. She could tell her bladder was full, and that kind of excitement was definitely going to make things happen. Derek understood immidately.
"You're paralyzed dear - that isn't something you have control over..." he said as he rolled her on top of an absorbent mat over the bed. She let him spread her legs, giving as little muscle response as she could, and he entered her.
It only took a couple minutes of his thrusting into her before she couldn't hold herself any more and urinated all over Derek. Instead of being disgusted, he thrust harder and came loudly as Michelle watched. It gace her a perverse thrill to watch it all happen, and she came as well, moaning with the pleasure of his hard throbbing cock within her.
Derek didn't say anything as he cleaned himself up, then her. He took off her sundress, which was a little soiled, and put on a nice floral print skirt and knit top that she liked. She didn't help at all, playing up the role play as much as she could, and she could tell Derek was really into it even more now. She had to admit, she was liking this more and more.
"So, honestly, this turns you on? Me just sitting here?" she asked once they were back in the living room. "Me crippled?"
"It's a little hard to explain. That's part of it, yes, but it's more the idea of you needing me to care for you, to care for your every need. That's where I'm really turned on, I feel physically, mentally, and sexually fulfilled when I care for you in this condition. I'm sure that sounds bizarre."
"No, it's kind of an extreme take on a maternal instinct, I think. But with a sexual fetish added in."
"Yeah, somethign like that." Derek said. "So, I appreciate you humoring me, you're doing a great job, but you can tell me - you're not into this, are you?"
Michelle looked at him. "I wasn't at first." she said honestly. "But, I have to admit - it's grown on me. I'll keep it up. You can ask me again tomorrow :)"
Derek fed her dinner, and afterwards they shared a glass of wine, Derek gently holding it up to Michelle's lips. She asked for his cock again, and he gladly obliged, positioning himself and helping her so that she could use her lips and tongue to make him cum. Finally, he bathed her - taking off the neck collar and her bandages, but telling her the roleplay was still in place. She acknowledged and did her best not to move at all as he put her in the tub, washed her hair, washed her whole body as she sat in the special shower chair. It was probably one of the most erotic experiences of their whole marriage, and Michelle was sad when Derek finally lifted her gently from the tub and set her in her wheelchair, on tops of some folded towels. He diapered her again and lay her in bed, and they both slept a deep and satisfying sleep.
"Derek, I'm awake" michelle called out into the empty room. There was no note, but she understood they were still roleplaying. She had to use the bathroom, but went in her diaper because she knew that was going to be the outcome anyway. It was strangely liberating and made her giggle. Derek came in with a smile and changed her, got her dressed.
"Do you think you need the bandages today?" Derek asked. "Or can you keep up the roleplay without them?"
"I'd like the neck brace and the hand bandages" she said honestly. "The legs will be fine I think - I wont' try to get up, I promise!"
Derek re-applied her crippling hand bandages and the neck brace, then put her back in her wheelchair and strapped her in as before. She sucked his cock again, an act she thoroughly enjoyed while disabled as she was. After they finished, he took her to the kitchen and fed her another wonderful breakfast. They taked and Derek read her the paper, and it was just such a wonderful re-connection Michelle was loving it. They watched TV, even played chess on the kitchen table in the afternoon - Derek moving Michelle's pieces for her, naturally. Afterwards, Michelle felt she needed to pee and tried to hint as much to Derek. He understood and took her to the bedroom.
Like the previous night, Michelle peed as Derek fucked her, and both came with forceful orgasms. Derek cleaned them both up, and Michelle wheeled herself into the living room as Derek finished dressing. They watched more TV, made small talk, and Derek played with Michelle's hair and nibbled on her ears. She moaned.
Derek took off his pants and Michelle saw his rock-hard cock once again ready for duty. This time, however, he turned Michelle's wheelchair and lifted her feet. She giggled as he masturbated with her soft feet, and she was thrilled and aroused to see him spurt hot cum all over her feet and toes with a moan.
"Derek, love..." she said. he looked up, flushed and smiling. "Yes. I'll play your crippled wife. These days have been so fun and wonderful, and I honestly find I like living this way." she beamed. "I hope I do a good job for you!"
"You do a wonderful job, my love!" Derek said. He was erect again, and kissed Michelle deeply. He pushed her wheelchair into the bedroom and undressed her completely, even taking off the bandages and collar. They made love again, passionately, erotically. Michelle could feel the passion and heat of every thrust of Derek's cock, and she was more wet than she had remembered being in ages.
They built up slowly, tow lovers not wanting to rush anything, until Michelle was panting and writhing and had begun to feel deep orgasms building. She started to cry out, her stomach and breasts hot with the building electricity of her orgasm, and Jim touched her face, making her smile. She could feel his fingers running through her hair, feel him getting closer and closer to climax. Her back began to arch, she cried out as the first waves of orgasms took hold, and then...
Derek twisted her neck sharply left and up. She heard the pop, she felt her body go limp, all feeling instantly extinguished, and she blacked out.
Michelle woke up disoriented and heard Derek's voice. It looked like she was in the basement - at the bottom of the stairs? She realized she couldn't move, couldn't feel anything from her shoulders down, and began to cry out. that's when she heard Derek more clearly.
"That's right, Wilshire Boulevard. She's fallen down the basement stairs, it looks like she's hurt her neck. Please hurry!" there was panic in his voice, but he looked at her with a calm detachment. Derek hung up the phone.
"You're awake, good. Well, we're both getting our wish, my dearest. No, don't try to talk. Your neck is broken. Likely the C5 vertebrae, if I did my job right. You're a quadriplegic now, just like we role played. Only now, it's for real. Don't panic - you'll be fine - well, except for the 'paralyzed from your chin down' thing - and I'll take such good care of you. You just have to stick to the story of falling down the stairs. Blink once if you understand."
Blink. Blink.
Derek sighed. "I was hoping to go into this later, at the hospital. Yes, this is my desire, fetish, whatever you want to call it. Yes, I will take care of you, care for your every need. And you, as a cripple, will take care of both our needs. You have an insurance poilicy on you, have had it for two years now. Pays a half million dollars if you are ever 'injured too gravely to contribute to the workforce'. So now we can both quit our jobs and live happily ever after." He kissed her. She had tears in her eyes. Tears of fear or tears of joy, Derek had no idea - but he would soon find out.
Michelle was unhappy. She thought being married would be great, she thought that it would be like her dream come true - a strong, handsome mad to take care of her and provide for her. And it was close, she had to admit. She had a strong, handsome man, Derek, with a good job. They had a nice house in the suburbs. They had a nice life, Michelle had to admit. So what was the problem? Why was she unhappy?
Michelle hated working. They needed to money, though - this was 2009, not 1959, and it was very difficult getting by with just one salary, a fact Derek made very clear to her when she said she wanted to quit her job. So she kept working at her dead-end retail job, working as few hours as she could and secretly resenting even that. It started to get in the way of their marriage eventually, and she couldn't really discuss it with Derek, because what was she going to say? 'I don't want to work becaus eI'm lazy, please take care of me.'? She didn't think that would go over well. So she bit her lip and kept working, still slowly shortening her available work hours, until she hit the twenty hour mark. Derek noticed after a couple weeks of seeign her noticably diminished paycheck. They had another 'discussion'.
"So you don't want to work, what DO you want to do?" Derek asked, agitated. "What do you want out of this relationship?"
"I just want to be taken care of." Michelle said, eyes already teary. She hated conflict, and she had to admit, she brought this one on herself.
"Taken care of, that's all? You just want me to take care of you, provide for you?" Derek asked, not raising his voice. Michelle nodded. "and how far would you be willing to go with that?" he asked. "If you wanted to stay home and just have me take care of you, what would you be willing to do?"
"Anything!" Michelle quickly said. "I'd do anything, anythign you want me to if it means I don't have to work any more."
Derek nodded. "OK, we'll try an experiment, to see if you really mean that. Make sure you have the weekend off, including all day Friday. I'll explain everything Friday morning."
Michelle could barely sleep Thursday night, as Derek wouldn't even give her a hint about what was going to happen. As she awoke Friday morning, she could hear Derek in the kitchen, and there was a note on the pillow that said 'Don't move, just call for me.' Michelle did as the note instructed and Derek came in smiling.
"Good morning my dear. Please lay still, we're going to play a little game this weekend. You want to be taken care of, and I've got a bit of an 'interest' in taking special care of you."
derek first took out a hard cervical neck brace and began slowly, carefulyl putting on Michelle's slender neck. "For this weekend, since you said you'd do 'anything', I want you to roleplay having recently broken your neck, leaving you unable to use yoru body from your shoulders down. It is in this state that I will take care of you. Do you understand?"
It took Michelle a minute to process the information. "So, you want me to be handicapped?" she asked, curious but not frightened.
"Yes - you wanted to be 'taken care of' - I have always had an 'interest' shall we say, in caring for a disabled woman. I'd like to see how this works out for the weekend, and then we can discuss the situation - and you quitting your job - after the excercise is complete. Do you agree?"
"Yes." Michelle said. "I'll do my best. I can't promise I won't try to do things on my own though, out of habit."
"Don't you worry about that dear. I'll take care of it." Derek said. Sitting on the bed, he tookout elastic bandages. He first lifted Michelle's left hand and then had her make a fist, then began wrapping the bandage around it firmly, but not so tight to restrict blood flow. He then put a soft white sock over the hand and layed it back on the bed. He did the onter hand the same - carefully, even tenderly, until both Michelle's hands were completely useless. Then Derek moved down the bed, to her feet, and started doing somethign smiliar - bandaging and bracing Michelle's feet so they were immobile and flexed in a position makign it impossible for her to stand or walk. Again he put similar white socks on her feet.
"OK so far?" he asked her. she tried to nod but then realized that in the collar she couldn't. "Yes dear, I'm fine." she said, and she meant it. It was an unusual sensation, to be sure, but not at all a negative one. Derek then pulled out something Michelle wasn't expecting, and she didn't know how she felt about it."
"Is that a diaper?" she asked. Derek said yes, so she didn't have any accidents, and then spread her legs wide. He wiped her sex with moist wipes and then quickly put the bulky padded diaper on her. It didn't feel too bad, she had to admit. Not uncomfortable anyway. She was realyl feeling curious and maybe even a little horny.
Derek sat her up in bed and dressed her in a simple sundress, then propped her up on pillows. She was comfortable, she had to admit, and she certainly wouldn't be able to get around like this, but what was she supposed to do, sit in bed all weekend? She wasn't sure she was up to that.
As if derek knew what she was thinking, he said "Now wait right here, I've got something for you." and left the room. Michelle sat there, wearing a diaper and a neck brace and 'crippled', and was wondering if this was really all worth it? What was Derek up to anyway?
He returned with a wheelchair - an electric type with a nice padded seat. He didn't even say anything, he just lifted her gently and maneuvered her into the wheelchair. He strapped her legs into the legrests with a padded strap, then fastened another similar strap just under her breasts. Finally he put her right hand in her lap and set her left hand into a 'U' shaped joystick on the armrest. Then for added measure, he belted her arm to the armrest with a soft strap right at the elbow, giving Michelle almost no movement for that arm.
"There. This is you for the weekend. You were in a bad accident, you have almost no use of your body from your neck down. You can drive your wheelchair with your left hand, but that's about it. Everything else, every need, even feeding or toilet, you will need my help and care. Is that understood?"
"Yes dear, I understand." From her current point of view, Michelle could see the obvious bulge in her husbands pants. "I would like your help with something then" she said with a smile "Because I'm helpless to do this any more."
"What's that love?" Derek asked.
"Take off yoru pants and let me kiss that hard cock I see trying to get out." she smiled. I can't use much below my neck, but everything ABOVE my neck is still functional.
Derek undressed and stood before Michelle, a few feet away. "Now what am I going to do with you way over there?" Michelle asked. "You're going to tease your poor crippled wife?"
"I bought you that fancy wheelchair, let's see if you can get over here to me." he said with a grin. "Just because you're a quadriplegic doesn't mean you can get out of your wifely duties." he smiled.
Michelle looked down at the 'hand' in the control stick of her wheelchair. She pushed sideways and the chair spun to the left. The was startled and giggled a little. Next, with a bit of effort she pushed forward, and the wheelchair moved forward smoothly. It took her a few minutes to get the hang of it, but she soon pulled up next to Derek and adjusted her chair so that she was just about in front of his cock, which was even more erect, but she had a problem...
"Derek - I can't turn my head." she said. Indeed, she was facing straight ahead and with the position of the wheelchair, was unable to reach his penis with any part of her. "I think I'll need help."
Derek smiled and - was there just a hint of animal lust in his gaze? He moved to the front of the wheelchair, and repositioned it and himself so that Michelle could reach his cock with minimal head movement in her neck brace. She reached and licked and kissed it and played with it, all using her mouth and lips. He finally assisted her and she was able to take his cock in all the way, sucking him off from her wheelchair until he came and shot hot loads of cum down her throat. He moaned with pleasure and she smiled as she finished him off.
"Mmm, that was so hot honey." Derek said, straightning himself after the encounter.
"I'm glad you liked it. I would have loved to reach up and play with your balls, but..." she said, playing the 'crippled wife' role as requested, and beginning to get into it. "Could I have a drink love?"
Derek headed for the kitchen and Michelle pressed her hand control forward, driving her wheelchair clumsily to meet him in the dining room. He sat and held a straw to her lips and she drank the class of juice without any use of her hands or arms. It was a difficult thing to remember, not moving anything below her neck, but Derek was enjoying it, and Michelle figured she could possibly get some pampering while they were playing.
"So breakfast?" she asked as he put down the juice glass.
"Definitely!" Derek smiled, and pished Michelle into the kitchen to watch him. He made waffles and sausage and coffee, and when he had a nice big plate ready he sat down where Michelle was parked at the table.
"So, how are you feeling so far?" Derek asked, stroking Michelle's head
"Happy, actually." Michelle said honestly. "this is actually kind of exciting. so are you going to feed me now?" she asked, smiling. Derek nodded and fed her a slice of waffle, then a sip of coffee.
They took an hour to eat breakfast, chatting and smiling and laughing. It was a strangely satifying reconnection for both of them as Michelle sat there in her wheelchair, pretending to be crippled. She never tried using her hands, she just sat there and let Derek feed her and stroke her hair and cheeks. Finally, after Derek leaned in and kissed her passionately, making her feel warm all the way from her head to her toes, Michelle felt she needed to use the bathroom.
"I've got to pee, love." she said, moving her hand on the wheelchair controls to back away from the table.
"No you dont." he said, getting up and beginning to clear the table. Michelle looked at him.
"Yes, I'm pretty sure I do, love." she said teasingly. "I know when I need to pee." she said.
"that's my point. Before your accident you knew when you needed to pee, sure... now, though." He looked at her to emphasis his meaning.
"Really?" she said, looking at him. He nodded. "I'll change you when I'm done in the kitchen, promise."
Michelle tried to wait, but couldn't really hold it any longer. If that's what he wanted, then... She urinated into her diaper, the feeling warm and satisfying after holding it for longer than she intended. she sat there then, in her wheelchair, with a wet diaper, and wondered if it was realyl worth it...
Derek took her to the bedroom as promised and undid her straps, releasing her from the wheelchair and laying her on the bed. again, she tired not moving at all, but it was hard. Derek pulled up her dress and removed her soiled diaper, and as he wiped her sex clean, she moaned out loud. He didnt' say a word, just kept rubbing her, and soon they were making love, deeply and passionately. She gave up on trying to say paralyzed, but her bandaged hands made it difficult to touch and caress Derek. He seemed to like her feeble attempts, though, and soon both were crying out in one of the deepest, most powerful orgasms they had ever shared. Both collapsed on the bed, and it was a while before Derek moved. He stroked her breasts and then cleaned her as she lay there motionless, putting a new diaper on her and then kissing her sweetly before putting her back in her wheelchair. Michelle was seeign a whole new side of Derek, more caring and tender than she realized he could be.
That day was more fun and wonderful than Michelle thought it would be. They stayed home, of course, but Derek was more loving and attentive than she had ever seen him. He fed her, cleaned her, brushed her hair, turned on the TV for her, and all she had to do was sit there and pretend to be a cripple, sometimes making a comment about how much different things were compared to 'before the accident'.
They watched a romantic comedy together on Pay Per View, something that Derek was never realyl willing to do before. But, as he told Michelle, he was much more open to her needs because of her 'condition'. This made Michelle very happy, and excited - she sat in her wheelchair, pretending to be the 'crippled wife', and she found she was literally getting everythign she wanted.
Another diaper change later in the day and Derek began stroking her sex again.
"I don't think that's such a good idea, lover" Michelle said. She could tell her bladder was full, and that kind of excitement was definitely going to make things happen. Derek understood immidately.
"You're paralyzed dear - that isn't something you have control over..." he said as he rolled her on top of an absorbent mat over the bed. She let him spread her legs, giving as little muscle response as she could, and he entered her.
It only took a couple minutes of his thrusting into her before she couldn't hold herself any more and urinated all over Derek. Instead of being disgusted, he thrust harder and came loudly as Michelle watched. It gace her a perverse thrill to watch it all happen, and she came as well, moaning with the pleasure of his hard throbbing cock within her.
Derek didn't say anything as he cleaned himself up, then her. He took off her sundress, which was a little soiled, and put on a nice floral print skirt and knit top that she liked. She didn't help at all, playing up the role play as much as she could, and she could tell Derek was really into it even more now. She had to admit, she was liking this more and more.
"So, honestly, this turns you on? Me just sitting here?" she asked once they were back in the living room. "Me crippled?"
"It's a little hard to explain. That's part of it, yes, but it's more the idea of you needing me to care for you, to care for your every need. That's where I'm really turned on, I feel physically, mentally, and sexually fulfilled when I care for you in this condition. I'm sure that sounds bizarre."
"No, it's kind of an extreme take on a maternal instinct, I think. But with a sexual fetish added in."
"Yeah, somethign like that." Derek said. "So, I appreciate you humoring me, you're doing a great job, but you can tell me - you're not into this, are you?"
Michelle looked at him. "I wasn't at first." she said honestly. "But, I have to admit - it's grown on me. I'll keep it up. You can ask me again tomorrow :)"
Derek fed her dinner, and afterwards they shared a glass of wine, Derek gently holding it up to Michelle's lips. She asked for his cock again, and he gladly obliged, positioning himself and helping her so that she could use her lips and tongue to make him cum. Finally, he bathed her - taking off the neck collar and her bandages, but telling her the roleplay was still in place. She acknowledged and did her best not to move at all as he put her in the tub, washed her hair, washed her whole body as she sat in the special shower chair. It was probably one of the most erotic experiences of their whole marriage, and Michelle was sad when Derek finally lifted her gently from the tub and set her in her wheelchair, on tops of some folded towels. He diapered her again and lay her in bed, and they both slept a deep and satisfying sleep.
"Derek, I'm awake" michelle called out into the empty room. There was no note, but she understood they were still roleplaying. She had to use the bathroom, but went in her diaper because she knew that was going to be the outcome anyway. It was strangely liberating and made her giggle. Derek came in with a smile and changed her, got her dressed.
"Do you think you need the bandages today?" Derek asked. "Or can you keep up the roleplay without them?"
"I'd like the neck brace and the hand bandages" she said honestly. "The legs will be fine I think - I wont' try to get up, I promise!"
Derek re-applied her crippling hand bandages and the neck brace, then put her back in her wheelchair and strapped her in as before. She sucked his cock again, an act she thoroughly enjoyed while disabled as she was. After they finished, he took her to the kitchen and fed her another wonderful breakfast. They taked and Derek read her the paper, and it was just such a wonderful re-connection Michelle was loving it. They watched TV, even played chess on the kitchen table in the afternoon - Derek moving Michelle's pieces for her, naturally. Afterwards, Michelle felt she needed to pee and tried to hint as much to Derek. He understood and took her to the bedroom.
Like the previous night, Michelle peed as Derek fucked her, and both came with forceful orgasms. Derek cleaned them both up, and Michelle wheeled herself into the living room as Derek finished dressing. They watched more TV, made small talk, and Derek played with Michelle's hair and nibbled on her ears. She moaned.
Derek took off his pants and Michelle saw his rock-hard cock once again ready for duty. This time, however, he turned Michelle's wheelchair and lifted her feet. She giggled as he masturbated with her soft feet, and she was thrilled and aroused to see him spurt hot cum all over her feet and toes with a moan.
"Derek, love..." she said. he looked up, flushed and smiling. "Yes. I'll play your crippled wife. These days have been so fun and wonderful, and I honestly find I like living this way." she beamed. "I hope I do a good job for you!"
"You do a wonderful job, my love!" Derek said. He was erect again, and kissed Michelle deeply. He pushed her wheelchair into the bedroom and undressed her completely, even taking off the bandages and collar. They made love again, passionately, erotically. Michelle could feel the passion and heat of every thrust of Derek's cock, and she was more wet than she had remembered being in ages.
They built up slowly, tow lovers not wanting to rush anything, until Michelle was panting and writhing and had begun to feel deep orgasms building. She started to cry out, her stomach and breasts hot with the building electricity of her orgasm, and Jim touched her face, making her smile. She could feel his fingers running through her hair, feel him getting closer and closer to climax. Her back began to arch, she cried out as the first waves of orgasms took hold, and then...
Derek twisted her neck sharply left and up. She heard the pop, she felt her body go limp, all feeling instantly extinguished, and she blacked out.
Michelle woke up disoriented and heard Derek's voice. It looked like she was in the basement - at the bottom of the stairs? She realized she couldn't move, couldn't feel anything from her shoulders down, and began to cry out. that's when she heard Derek more clearly.
"That's right, Wilshire Boulevard. She's fallen down the basement stairs, it looks like she's hurt her neck. Please hurry!" there was panic in his voice, but he looked at her with a calm detachment. Derek hung up the phone.
"You're awake, good. Well, we're both getting our wish, my dearest. No, don't try to talk. Your neck is broken. Likely the C5 vertebrae, if I did my job right. You're a quadriplegic now, just like we role played. Only now, it's for real. Don't panic - you'll be fine - well, except for the 'paralyzed from your chin down' thing - and I'll take such good care of you. You just have to stick to the story of falling down the stairs. Blink once if you understand."
Blink. Blink.
Derek sighed. "I was hoping to go into this later, at the hospital. Yes, this is my desire, fetish, whatever you want to call it. Yes, I will take care of you, care for your every need. And you, as a cripple, will take care of both our needs. You have an insurance poilicy on you, have had it for two years now. Pays a half million dollars if you are ever 'injured too gravely to contribute to the workforce'. So now we can both quit our jobs and live happily ever after." He kissed her. She had tears in her eyes. Tears of fear or tears of joy, Derek had no idea - but he would soon find out.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Story - The Dominatrix
The Dominatrix By ParaGirl
"Kiss my foot."
"Yes, Mistress Trisha." Ken knelt before the voluptous
redhead and lifted a smooth, limp foot from the wheelchair
footrest and kissed the nylon-covered toes. He looked up at
Mistress Trisha, sitting there, short leather skirt, skimpy
bustier which showed off her large, perfect breasts so well, and
the wheelchair she was confined to.
"Put my foot down now. Stand up and massage my shoulders."
"Yes, Mistress Trisha." Was all he could say. He gently
put her delicate, crippled foot back into the footrest and
stood, walking around her and began kneading her bare shoulders.
He felt her silken hair caress his hands as she rolled her
head, felt the muscles of her shoulders, strong from pushing
herself in the wheelchair for so long. she leaned far forward
in the wheelchair, almost grabbing her ankles.
"Lower, rub my back lower."
"Yes, Mistress Trisha." He immidiately began rubbing as
low as he could reach, and just as immidaitely heard the
reprimand he was hoping for.
"Not that low! I can't feel that, you know that I can't
feel anything that low! Rub higher right now, or else!"
"Yes Mistress Trisha, I'm sorry mistress." He began
rubbing the small of her back and higher as she leaned forward.
The silky feeling of the bustier was nice against his skin. She
was so beautiful to him, wheelchair or no wheechair.
"Take off my top." Mistress Trisha commanded, and Ken
unzipped the sleek garment. Mistress Trisha leaned back and
raised her arms as he slid it up and off of her. He stared at
her smooth, bare back, every inch perfect. He was shaking,
anticipating her next want, her next need, her next command.
"Kneel in front of me." She said. Ken knelt before her
again, this time sideways. He watched as she lifted one of her
sexy, crippled legs and set it on his back, using him as a
footrest. She did the same with the other leg, and he could
feel them on his naked back, so warm and soft, he felt the
nylons, smooth against him. He knelt there, still, looking at
her as she sat in her wheelchair, rubbing her legs, almost as if
she could feel them, or at least feel what it did to him. She
rubbed her breasts, caressing them. As he watched her, she
looked down at him, prostrate before her on the floor, totally
in her power, and she licked her index finger and began to rub
her nipple for him. He was breathing heavy, watching her,
seeing her erect nipples, her thin, limp legs in their dark
opaque stockings. He was in heaven.
"Now, get up. And don't you dare let my legs fall,
either." Mistress Trisha said to him. He moved slowly to a
more balanced position, so he could get his arms free. he could
feel the lifeless legs rolling and flopping on his back as he
moved. With a practiced motion, Ken rolled back and to the
side, reaching up with both arms, so that at the end of the
fluid movement he was kneeling on one knee with Mistress
Trishas' crippled legs cradled in his arms. For the first time
of the evening, Mistress Trisha smiled.
"Very good, slave, you show great promise. You have earned
yourself a reward. Put my legs back down, now."
Ken carefully, almost ritually placed her limp legs back
into the legrests, stealing a caress of her paralyzed calfs as
he did. She didn't seem to notice, but with Mistress Trisha,
you never knew.
"Take me into the bedroom now, slave" Mistress Trisha
commanded. Ken took hold of the handles on the wheelchair and
pushed Mistress Trisha into her bedroom. He saw the bed, king
sized, covered with luxurious satin sheets. Laying on the bed
was a leather outfit, and sitting on the floor was what appeard
to be boots of some sort.
"Put me on the bed." she said. Ken lifted her gently from
her wheelchair, exhilarated at the feel of her legs. He laid
her down on the sheets and stood there.
"Now, take off my skirt. Slowly, do it slowly slave."
Ken unzipped the short skirt and slowly, carefully slid it
down Mistress Trishas paralyzed legs. The look, the feel of her
handicapped legs, thin, weak, limp, totally useless, yet they
held him captivated, he would do anything for this paralyzed
girl. She lay there in black panties and stockings, her legs
looking a bit crooked, uneven in some way. Ken felt lightheaded.
"Now, the corset slave." Ken held the corset, it was black
leather, rigid ribs and laces, the cups for the breasts cut out
in large semi-circles. He helped her to sit up and wrapped the
corset around her tightly. He began lacing it up, staring at
her breasts, her beautiful legs. It was an amazing sight to be
sure! She sat there, the corset laced and tied off, her fresh
rosy breasts rolling out. She was again rubbing her legs for
him, and she lifted one of them up, her foot flopping over, toes
curled over just so.
"Now your special reward, slave." Mistress Trisha said
with glee. "Put me back into my wheelchair." Ken lifted her
again, placing her carefully into her wheelchair, placing her
legs just right in the legrests. He didn't know what to expect
next.
"Allright slave. The boots. Put them on me."
"Yes Mistress Trisha." Ken's hands were shaking as he
lifted the first boot. It was amazing, polished leather, a
severe stiletto heel, probably six inches. They apparently
laced up the back, and looked like they would go all the way up
to her crotch.
"This is especially for you, slave, so take your time,
savor dressing your mistress."
Ken lifted Mistress Trisha's leg and started to slide the
boot on. He ttok his time, feeling the softness of her leg, the
lack of muscle tone from bieng crippled for so long. The sleek
leather slid up over the stocking, up over her knee, almost all
the way to her crotch. Ken smoothed out the bottom of the boot,
making sure Mistress Trishas' delicate foot was inside and not
twisted, because she couldn't feel it if it was placed in the
boot wrong. He realized he had a bit of a problem when it came
to lacing up the boot, though. The laces were on the back of
the boot, and with Mistress Trisha sitting in her wheelchair, he
couldn't get to them properly.
"Don't worry about the laces for right now, slave, just put
the other boot on."
Ken eased her leg back into the legrest, it now looking
much different with the stiletto heel. He lifted the other leg
and eased the other boot on, smoothing it up and making sure her
foot was not hurt. He eased her other leg into it's legrest, so
now Mistress Trishas' paralyzed legs wer covered in sleek shiny
leather, the heels on the boots making her legs twist inward in
the wheelchair, a very sexy look for Ken.
"Allright now, slave, put me back on the bed."
Ken lifted her again and eased her down on her bed.
"Roll me over, onto my stomach now." Mistress Trisha said.
Ken rolled her over, starting at her shoulders and her waist,
watching her legs twist as she rolled, until they flopped over
lifelessly.
"Straighten them out for me, slave." Ken did as he was
told, moving Mistress Trishas' legs and straightening them,
feeling their weight as he moved them.
"Now, finish lacing the boots, slave."
"As you wish, Mistress Trisha." Ken replied. He gripped
the lace of the first boot, pulling it tight, tying it off
tightly. He did the same for the second boot, tightly lacing it
around Mistress Trishas' crippled leg.
"Now turn me over again, have a look" Mistress Trisha
commanded. Ken rolled her over again, straightening her legs
before her. She sat up, propping herself up on her elbows, her
hands caressing her breasts again, her long red hair cascading
down behind her, and her legs, her beautiful, paralyzed legs
wrapped in the sleek leather, toes turned in.
"Put me back in my wheelchair now, slave." Ken lifted her
again, easing her into her wheelchair."
"Cross my legs for me, slave."
"As you wish, Mistress Trisha." Ken lifted one paralyzed
leg and placed it over the other. Mistress Trisha wheeled
herself around the room, parading for him, her breasts and legs
more than even Ken could handle. Then she wheeled up in front
of him and grabbed hold of his crotch, looking up at him from
her chair.
"So what ARE you waiting for Ken? An engraved invitation?"
"Trisha, you can be such a tease somtimes! These little
games WILL be the death of me yet!"
"It's only because I love you, Kenny. Now help me into bed
before we both die of overexcitement!"
"As You wish, lover." Ken again helped her out of her
wheelchair and into their bed, unlacing the corset as he did...
The End
(For you, at least...)
"Kiss my foot."
"Yes, Mistress Trisha." Ken knelt before the voluptous
redhead and lifted a smooth, limp foot from the wheelchair
footrest and kissed the nylon-covered toes. He looked up at
Mistress Trisha, sitting there, short leather skirt, skimpy
bustier which showed off her large, perfect breasts so well, and
the wheelchair she was confined to.
"Put my foot down now. Stand up and massage my shoulders."
"Yes, Mistress Trisha." Was all he could say. He gently
put her delicate, crippled foot back into the footrest and
stood, walking around her and began kneading her bare shoulders.
He felt her silken hair caress his hands as she rolled her
head, felt the muscles of her shoulders, strong from pushing
herself in the wheelchair for so long. she leaned far forward
in the wheelchair, almost grabbing her ankles.
"Lower, rub my back lower."
"Yes, Mistress Trisha." He immidiately began rubbing as
low as he could reach, and just as immidaitely heard the
reprimand he was hoping for.
"Not that low! I can't feel that, you know that I can't
feel anything that low! Rub higher right now, or else!"
"Yes Mistress Trisha, I'm sorry mistress." He began
rubbing the small of her back and higher as she leaned forward.
The silky feeling of the bustier was nice against his skin. She
was so beautiful to him, wheelchair or no wheechair.
"Take off my top." Mistress Trisha commanded, and Ken
unzipped the sleek garment. Mistress Trisha leaned back and
raised her arms as he slid it up and off of her. He stared at
her smooth, bare back, every inch perfect. He was shaking,
anticipating her next want, her next need, her next command.
"Kneel in front of me." She said. Ken knelt before her
again, this time sideways. He watched as she lifted one of her
sexy, crippled legs and set it on his back, using him as a
footrest. She did the same with the other leg, and he could
feel them on his naked back, so warm and soft, he felt the
nylons, smooth against him. He knelt there, still, looking at
her as she sat in her wheelchair, rubbing her legs, almost as if
she could feel them, or at least feel what it did to him. She
rubbed her breasts, caressing them. As he watched her, she
looked down at him, prostrate before her on the floor, totally
in her power, and she licked her index finger and began to rub
her nipple for him. He was breathing heavy, watching her,
seeing her erect nipples, her thin, limp legs in their dark
opaque stockings. He was in heaven.
"Now, get up. And don't you dare let my legs fall,
either." Mistress Trisha said to him. He moved slowly to a
more balanced position, so he could get his arms free. he could
feel the lifeless legs rolling and flopping on his back as he
moved. With a practiced motion, Ken rolled back and to the
side, reaching up with both arms, so that at the end of the
fluid movement he was kneeling on one knee with Mistress
Trishas' crippled legs cradled in his arms. For the first time
of the evening, Mistress Trisha smiled.
"Very good, slave, you show great promise. You have earned
yourself a reward. Put my legs back down, now."
Ken carefully, almost ritually placed her limp legs back
into the legrests, stealing a caress of her paralyzed calfs as
he did. She didn't seem to notice, but with Mistress Trisha,
you never knew.
"Take me into the bedroom now, slave" Mistress Trisha
commanded. Ken took hold of the handles on the wheelchair and
pushed Mistress Trisha into her bedroom. He saw the bed, king
sized, covered with luxurious satin sheets. Laying on the bed
was a leather outfit, and sitting on the floor was what appeard
to be boots of some sort.
"Put me on the bed." she said. Ken lifted her gently from
her wheelchair, exhilarated at the feel of her legs. He laid
her down on the sheets and stood there.
"Now, take off my skirt. Slowly, do it slowly slave."
Ken unzipped the short skirt and slowly, carefully slid it
down Mistress Trishas paralyzed legs. The look, the feel of her
handicapped legs, thin, weak, limp, totally useless, yet they
held him captivated, he would do anything for this paralyzed
girl. She lay there in black panties and stockings, her legs
looking a bit crooked, uneven in some way. Ken felt lightheaded.
"Now, the corset slave." Ken held the corset, it was black
leather, rigid ribs and laces, the cups for the breasts cut out
in large semi-circles. He helped her to sit up and wrapped the
corset around her tightly. He began lacing it up, staring at
her breasts, her beautiful legs. It was an amazing sight to be
sure! She sat there, the corset laced and tied off, her fresh
rosy breasts rolling out. She was again rubbing her legs for
him, and she lifted one of them up, her foot flopping over, toes
curled over just so.
"Now your special reward, slave." Mistress Trisha said
with glee. "Put me back into my wheelchair." Ken lifted her
again, placing her carefully into her wheelchair, placing her
legs just right in the legrests. He didn't know what to expect
next.
"Allright slave. The boots. Put them on me."
"Yes Mistress Trisha." Ken's hands were shaking as he
lifted the first boot. It was amazing, polished leather, a
severe stiletto heel, probably six inches. They apparently
laced up the back, and looked like they would go all the way up
to her crotch.
"This is especially for you, slave, so take your time,
savor dressing your mistress."
Ken lifted Mistress Trisha's leg and started to slide the
boot on. He ttok his time, feeling the softness of her leg, the
lack of muscle tone from bieng crippled for so long. The sleek
leather slid up over the stocking, up over her knee, almost all
the way to her crotch. Ken smoothed out the bottom of the boot,
making sure Mistress Trishas' delicate foot was inside and not
twisted, because she couldn't feel it if it was placed in the
boot wrong. He realized he had a bit of a problem when it came
to lacing up the boot, though. The laces were on the back of
the boot, and with Mistress Trisha sitting in her wheelchair, he
couldn't get to them properly.
"Don't worry about the laces for right now, slave, just put
the other boot on."
Ken eased her leg back into the legrest, it now looking
much different with the stiletto heel. He lifted the other leg
and eased the other boot on, smoothing it up and making sure her
foot was not hurt. He eased her other leg into it's legrest, so
now Mistress Trishas' paralyzed legs wer covered in sleek shiny
leather, the heels on the boots making her legs twist inward in
the wheelchair, a very sexy look for Ken.
"Allright now, slave, put me back on the bed."
Ken lifted her again and eased her down on her bed.
"Roll me over, onto my stomach now." Mistress Trisha said.
Ken rolled her over, starting at her shoulders and her waist,
watching her legs twist as she rolled, until they flopped over
lifelessly.
"Straighten them out for me, slave." Ken did as he was
told, moving Mistress Trishas' legs and straightening them,
feeling their weight as he moved them.
"Now, finish lacing the boots, slave."
"As you wish, Mistress Trisha." Ken replied. He gripped
the lace of the first boot, pulling it tight, tying it off
tightly. He did the same for the second boot, tightly lacing it
around Mistress Trishas' crippled leg.
"Now turn me over again, have a look" Mistress Trisha
commanded. Ken rolled her over again, straightening her legs
before her. She sat up, propping herself up on her elbows, her
hands caressing her breasts again, her long red hair cascading
down behind her, and her legs, her beautiful, paralyzed legs
wrapped in the sleek leather, toes turned in.
"Put me back in my wheelchair now, slave." Ken lifted her
again, easing her into her wheelchair."
"Cross my legs for me, slave."
"As you wish, Mistress Trisha." Ken lifted one paralyzed
leg and placed it over the other. Mistress Trisha wheeled
herself around the room, parading for him, her breasts and legs
more than even Ken could handle. Then she wheeled up in front
of him and grabbed hold of his crotch, looking up at him from
her chair.
"So what ARE you waiting for Ken? An engraved invitation?"
"Trisha, you can be such a tease somtimes! These little
games WILL be the death of me yet!"
"It's only because I love you, Kenny. Now help me into bed
before we both die of overexcitement!"
"As You wish, lover." Ken again helped her out of her
wheelchair and into their bed, unlacing the corset as he did...
The End
(For you, at least...)