The Chair 2: Braces By ParaGirl
It all started so innocently. Cindy found the aluminum
forearm crutches and AFO braces at a yard sale, of all places.
She was running a finger down the smooth aluminum when the old
woman running the sale said to her, 'Go ahead, take them.' She
left with the crutches and braces under her arm, and she
couldn't wait to get to her house and try them out.
Cindy had always been interested in crutches, ever since
she was a little girl. Sprained ankles, casts, anything like
that. She thought it was fun, a cool game, and now, at 22, she
still enjoyed wrapping an ankle up and crutching to the mall,
going to work on crutches for a week, etc... When she saw the
braces and forearm crutches, which had always been her favorite
style, she had to have them, so she took them home. She had
never been in braces before, and didn't know what to expect, so
she couldn't wait to find out.
She got her new toys home and looked at them. The crutches
were almost new, aluminum, and obviously high quality. She
looked ath the braces. They were interesting, rigid plastic
molds which came up to her knees, with wide elastic and velcro
bands at the top to hold them firmly. They looked about the
right size for her feet, and she wondered what they would feel
like while she was wearing them.
She quickly undressed, deciding that jeans and a T-shirt
was not the way to start her game, and put on nylons, a
knee-length skirt, and a white short-sleeved blouse. she sat on
her bed, leaning the crutches beside her, and put on the braces.
First, she lifted her right leg into her lap and placed the
plastic brace against it. It was like a perfect fit! She
tightly fastened the strap, which came up to just below her
knee, and then reached for her shoe. She decided to wear low
heeled shoes which laced tightly, to make sure her leg was
braced firmly. It felt very strange, not really like a cast,
which is what she half-expected. She quickly put the other
brace on, fastening her other shoe tightly, and stood up.
Her legs felt strange in the braces, awkward and even
clumsy. She tried to take a step without the crutches and
almost fell. She couldn't even wiggle her toes properly, which
she thought was very odd, because she always could in this pair
of shoes before. Her ankles were also totally immobile in the
stiff braces, which she enjoyed. She looked down and saw her
feet pointed toes-in, pigeoned toed, which looked very strange
to her. She reached and grabbed her crutches, putting her arms
through the cuffs, gripping the handgrips, and began crutching
around her apartment. It was fun, bieng on the crutches,
swinging her legs through the aluminum posts. She cooked dinner
on her crutches, cleaned the kitchen, all sorts of things, and
bieng on the crutches was very entertaining. At last, she sat
down to watch TV and took off her shoes and the braces, and was
shocked by what she saw!
Her feet were crooked, warped, she didn't know how to
explain or describe it, but she couldn't move them either. They
were both palsied, toes curled, ankles bent oddly. She tried to
stand and fell forward, her legs wouldn't support her right. She
put her braces back on and got to her feet by using the couch
and her crutches for support. As she was wondering what to do.
She was nervous and afraid, her legs didn't work anymore, her
feet were crippled, and she had no idea how or why. As she was
crutching to the kitchen again to fix herself a drink, the phone
rang.
"How are the crutches now, Cindy?" a strange voice asked.
"Who are you, what have you done to my legs??" Cindy asked
angrily.
"What you wanted, you need crutches now, don't you?" the
voice asked.
"I hate you, give me my legs back!" Cindy yelled into the
phone.
"That is easily done." the voice continued, calmly. "You
will remain crippled until you go to bed. Upon waking, all you
must do is stand, forsake the braces and crutches, stand and the
spell will be broken. But be warned, there are conseqe-"
"Thats all I needed to know, lady, later" blurted Cindy,
and crashed the receiver down. She crutched back into the
living room, releived that her condition was not permanant, and
raised her legs up onto the couch. She looked at her legs in
the braces. They didn't look so bad, just different. It was an
interesting experience, to be crippled like this, but she
definitely didn't want it to be permanant. She wathced TV for a
few hours then got ready for bed.
In bed, she first took off her shoes and braces, and her
palsied, crippled feet hung there. She hated it, and hurriedly
stripped off her stockings and skirt, then her blouse, and got
uder the covers, falling right to sleep.
Cindy woke with her alarm to see her legs and feet back to
normal. She jumped out of bed and practically ran to the
bathroom. She was fine, she could almost convince herself it
was all a bad dream, except for the braces and crutches now
laying on her bedroom floor. She kicked them under the bed and
showered and dressed, ready to face the day.
Two Weeks Later
"It's a rare neuromuscular disorder, Cindy. I'm afraid
it's not reversible, although I've never seen it attack a person
so quickly." Doctor Solomon said. I can't even recommend a
course of treatment, I'm afraid. The damage will be permanent,
and may even worsen, I'm afraid."
Cindy was in tears. She had come into the hospital four
days ago, complaining about numbness and soreness in her legs,
and here she was today, after a battery of tests... She looked
at her legs, her ankles turned in, her feet palsied. Her legs
weren't working at all, partially numb, totally useless. She
sat in a wheelchair, wondering if she would be confined to it
forever. What was it the voice on the phone had said about
consequences?
"Doctor" Cindy asked, "Honestly, will I ever walk again?"
"No, Cindy, you wont, at least not on your own." Dr.
Solomon replied. "I can have one of our orthopedic specialists
fit you for a set of legbraces, and you should be able to lead a
fairly normal, active life."
"As a cripple." Cindy wept. She wheeled herself back to
her hospital room and tried to get herself back into bed, but
without the use of her legs it was hopeless. With tears in her
eyes she rang the call button.
"Is everything OK Cindy" The nurse asked as she enterd the
room. Cindy was crying in her wheelchair, her legs hanging
awkwardly in her chair.
"My legs..." was all she could cry. The nurse lifted Cindy
into her bed, lifting her legs up for her and putting them under
the covers. The nurse held Cindy and rocked her, trying to
comfort this poor girl who had suddenly lost so much.
After three weeks the therapist decided it was hopeless.
Cindy's legs were bad and slowly getting worse, and even in the
full length legbraces she had it was just too difficult for her
to move around. They really hurt more than they helped,
especially with the extent of muscular damage to her lower legs
and ankles. Cindy was sitting in her new wheelchair, her legs
still encased in the braces she tried so hard to walk on, she
had wanted so badly to walk again, even on the braces, with
crutches or a walker, but now she was told it was hopeless, that
she, at 22 years old, she was a cripple, her legs useless,
confined totally to her wheelchair. She allowed herself to be
pushed back to her room, and her attendany lifted her into her
bed and began to remove her braces. She watched her legs as
they were unwrapped from their metal casings, so pale and thin
now, her feet looking so terrible, toes curled and ankles turned
in. She tried to move them, even wiggle her toes, but she
couldn't even do that anymore. Her legs just lay there,
crippled and lifeless. She looked at her wheelchair, now
realizing it was HER wheelchair, that her life now revolved
around it. She had always liked to be the girl on crutches, and
now she'd never be able to walk on crutches, or anything, ever
again. She lay down and cried herself to sleep once again.
Cindy had been in the wheelchair for several months. She
pulled into the handicapped spot in front of the mall and opened
the car door. She did her usual routine, pulling her wheelchair
from out of the back seat, setting it up, boosting herself into
it from the drivers' seat of her hand-controlled car. She
lifted one leg, then the other into the legrests of the
wheelchair. She still hadn't gotten used to her legs. The
disease had now robbed them of all muscle control, some feeling
too. As she lifted them, she watched her foot hang limp and
twisted by the disease which had put her in a wheelchair for the
rest of her life. She locked the car door and wheeled into the
mall.
Cindy was sitting in the food court when she noticed the
little girl walking by on crutches. The girl was on aluminum
forearm crutches, with AFO braces on her legs, her legs swinging
between the crutches, bringing Cindy memories of that day after
the yard sale. The little girl looked at Cindy, and for some
reason, Cindy felt some connection, but instead of smiling back
at the girl Cindy sneered, angry more at her condition than
anything else, and the girl noticed, turning away quickly and
obviously hurt. Cindy blew it off and wheeled her way into the
bookstore, picking out some reading material for later on.
It had been a year since the disease had confined Cindy to
a wheelchair when she noticed the discoloration on her foot. It
was a week later, after asking her doctor about it, that she
woke up, groggy and confused, from the anesthetic. She sat
halfway up and could see, under the sheets and bandages, where
her legs had been amputated midway between her knees and her
crotch. The disease had apparently caused a loss of circulation
in her legs, and they had to be amputated, to save her life.
Cindy pulled up into the handicapped parking space in front
of the mall and pulled her wheelchair out from the back seat,
setting it up and sliding into it, fixing her skirt around her
nylon-clad stumps. Of course, as she had suspected since they
amputated her legs, she couldn't use prosthetics because of the
muscular damage still in what was left of her legs, so she was
still wheelchair bound. Bieng legless was so strange to her,
but it was at least a little easier than dragging her legs
around with her, even though she now lost balance pretty easy.
Shoes were not a problem anymore, of course, and she always wore
skirts and knee-hi stockings, which to her were thigh-hi's so
she though she looked better now, at least a little. As she
wheeled into the mall, she noticed a little girl on crutches,
with AFO braces, who looked at her and smiled strangely. Cindy
smiled back, not sure why, and wheeled herself into the
bookstore to buy some reading material. She saw another girl in
the bookstore, also in a wheelchair, obviously paralyzed by the
look of her legs, ringing up a couple of books at the register.
The girl looked at Cindy, then glanced down at her stumps,
looking a bit sad.
"Should have listened to the phone call" She said crypticly.
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