Monday, November 16, 2009

Blog - Depressed and Annoyed

Well, it looks like someone may have hacked into my Hotmail account - oddly enough all they did was set up a 'vacation auto-reply' that sent spam. I don't see anything else different. I changed my email password (naturally) so hopefully the damage is minimized.

Of course not so for my iPod, which was stolen out of my wheelchair backpack when I was shopping on Sunday. Yeah - some jerkface actually stole my iPod right out of my backpack. I was with Heather and I was in my chair (of course) and have a generic black backpack I hang off the back, and my iPod was in one of those special 'iPod' pockets, zipped in. One of the stores was pretty crowded, and someone must have just quickly unzipped the pocket and slipped away with my pink iPod nano. I know it was partially PMS but I actually cried when I found it was gone. I mean, seriously, who steels from a chick in a wheelchair? Seriously...

It doesn't help that I think I'm starting to feel that seasonal depression thing - I just don't want to do anything but sit at my computer and play shockwave games and look for crip porn. And I'm not doing particularly well at either of those, even. Heather's the same way, though - we're both just in a seasonal slump of sorts, I guess. No serious relationship issues, we're both just kinda 'blah', you know?

I'm 3/4 done with the latest New Arrangement story but I just can't see where it's going from here, it's getting repetitive I think. I guess I set it up that way - I mean, how much variety can you put into a lesbian BD/SM relationship where the 'Top' is a complete quadriplegic who can only experience sexual fulfillment by having her hair pulled? I've made it interesting, but I still think it's repetitive.

Money is tight right now too - neither of us can work any overtime, that's been cut at both our companies, and there's no holiday bonuses either, so I'm stressing about what to get for Heather and she's stressing about what to do for me, I'm sure. I know it's cliche, but even two kinky bizarre fetish-loving lesbians can get in the dumps over the supposed 'Most wonderful time of the year'.

So that's it, I'm sure nobody really cares about my depressed rambling, everyone is just waiting on new stories. I was doing great there for a while, too. I'll try to get back on the horse this week. Maybe I just need to get laid? I'll bring that idea up with Heather...

6 comments:

  1. It's good to hear from you again, even if it is a bit depressed!
    Hope things get better soon!

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  2. Dress up in some tight leatherpants, gloves and higheels! That would make you sexy and glad! I am a man reading and enjoying your stories - and often crossdress and pretend. Nice!!!!!!!!!

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  3. Hi Hun

    That is depicable and you're right - who steals from someone in a wheelchair....but you know what goes around comes around - they will get the come uppance once way or another....

    I think we all get this way at this time of year - especially when money is 'tight' and stressing about what to get for the people we love. Sometimes you just have to sit back and look at the the real meaning of Christmas - no not the bible meaning - Christmas is spending time with the people you love, laughing, eating and enjoying their company - not stressing over what to get them. I'm sure Heather will love whatever you buy her as you will love what she gets you - its the thought that counts right.

    As for the stories, I for one don't read your blog just for those. And for the record, I miss seeing you on yahoo and chatting with you.

    Tracey x

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  4. Hotmail has a problem atm with spamming viruses invading peoples accounts. There's also a similar issue with Gmail. I'm not sure about Hotmail but the Gmail issues are related to people getting viruses from applications in Facebook.

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  5. Sorry to hear that your stuff got stolen, but the fact that you didn't have it where you would feal it being moved, just made the theft more likely.

    I have had a few discussions about back packs with wheelchair users, if you can turn around in your chair, something which works well is a pack which is like a bag, with the main opening not at the top, but partway down one side, but nearly full width. When you put the bag on the chair, you posistion it so that the zipper is on the inside, next to the seat back. To access the contents of the bag, just flip it over the back of the chair, now the bag is closer to you, and the zipper is easily accessable.

    -Michael

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  6. I put valuables in a second zipped pocket inside my bag so it takes people twice as long to get into it.

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